What if Yata was being held captive? What if HOMRA gave up on finding their lost crow and decided he'd died? What if a certain SCEPTER 4 member never gave up and is doing anything in his power and will go against his captain to insure the chestnut haired skaters safety and return?

Yata hates his friend for what he did and didn't want to see him ever again. But deep inside, he was desperate to feel Fushimi's soft lips and warm hug. All the images from the past that haunted Misaki at night, slowly destroyed him from the inside. There was just no reason to live anymore for him... WARNING: Attempted Suicide / Depression / Selfharm / Yaoi (boyxboy)

A SaruMi domestic fluff AU with the addition of a SaruMi love child and random fluff and smut drabbles Update: The 'story' of this fan fiction is no longer continued but oneshots will be posted from time to time, enjoy ♡

Fushimi and Yata finally find peace, but at what cost?