Ussr x America is my otp mkay? (Description is a work and progress btw :>)

Soviet had hated America....or that's what he thinks... Soviet knew he was going to die. He had always thought to himself 'It would be better for them...Wouldn't it?..' though his death made everyone just a little stronger it also made his loved ones lose a piece of themselves... (new cover by me)

*Credit to all artists.* America was a 5'1, 100 lbs 16 year old boy in Junior year of Highschool. America had just moved to a new town, quite smaller compared to his first one, and the boy was very happy about it. See, America had gotten bullied his whole life, and needed a new start. He had mental issues with depression, causing self harm and insomnia. He also had just discovered that he was homosexual in a homophobic family. He knew highschool would be bad but, maybe he wasnt so sure.

This story takes place in the same Universe as my other book 'Closer to You' but before the cold war and somewhat during WWII...? (not sure if i will add it in... im still constructing its story) This is a USSR x America story if you don't like... don't read. I'll just explain why they hate each other in the present, also how Soviet became an alcoholic fuck. Let me now Cry-

--This takes place during the time of the space race, spcificly 1969 when america came back from the moon. Soviet also has Narcolepsy( falls asleep at random) and basicy depends on America--

"If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I'll bet they'd live a lot differently." Cover By: My lazy self. (I'll redo it later) [My entry for darkmoon636's writing contest]

America had a terrible life but one day he meets a guy who changed that for him. Warning there is abuse, self harm, and attempted suicide in this and America, Canada, Australia, New Zealand, and USSR are in high school. USSR is a senior and the others are Juniors and Sophomores. Read at your own risk or don't read it at all. But don't complain about it to me unless I get a translation wrong. If something is translated wrong I'll fix it but you need to tell me the proper translation. I'm using google translate because I don't know how to translate things any other way...