*** I don't let anyone copy or translate my books so don't even ask me i have all rights reserved**** You are never alone. Someone is always looking out for you. Not all demons are bad. **if you ever feel alone and like you're going to hurt yourself, do not hesitate to ever talk to someone. there will always be someone there for you no matter what. if you think you will try to commit or if you need help please call the suicide prevention hotline suicide, 1-800-273-8255. suicide takes the lives of over 30,000 people each year. to learn more about suicide awareness you can visit save.org or afsp.org and please remember, it may get worse but in the end, no matter what, it will always get better. i promise. i care about you and i love you!!**

Everything is blank in my mind. Everything is dark. Everything is empty. I can't remember anything. Almost every little thing in the past is gone. I think I know my name.. Or what I am. I know I'm not like a normal person. I don't even think I am a person at all. I think I'm a monster. It's confusing and scary being me.. But you're the only thing I remember and you're the only thing that keeps me sane. I remember that you gave me the best few years of my life. I remember that you gave me happiness. And I remember that it would be hard to live without you by my side. I don't know what it is, but.. I just can't live without you. All rights reserved to me, Kris. "Can't Live Without You." 2014 ©