lily isn't lily anymore. →ftm au →lowercase intended →short story

»Lashton« Where Ashton is a mute who wears nail polish that shows his feelings and the only person who notices is Luke. Or Where Luke wants to know whats wrong, but it's not exactly easy to ask when Ashton can't say anything back. [SHORT STORY]

"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that bothers you haha

scars- a mark left on the skin or within the body tissue where a wound, burn or sore has not healed completely and fibrous connective tissue has formed

***DISCLAIMER! This is the third book! If you haven't read the first two, I suggest you do! Beside you, and wherever you are*** Emily and Ashton have been dating for almost 4 years now, After the emotional trauma Emily was put through, they are finding it hard to enjoy each others company. Will their love stay strong? Or will it wither away. Ashton's on tour, Emily's at home. Everyday gets a little harder, will they fade away? Will Ashton be able to save Emily? Or is it Emilys turn to save Ashton?

"Please stop! You're hurting me!" "Don't fight me, Luke, it'll just make it worse." Or in which Luke is being abused by a boy named Ryan and he feels helpless to do anything about it out of fear. He's sworn to silence but can Ashton save him? // tw for abuse, rape, self-harm, attempted suicide // {Fully Edited as of 18th Nov 2017 // 28 Published Parts} (Highest rank - #177 Fanfiction, #316 Teen Fiction) (3rd place in Up and Coming - Lashton Awards) cover template © lottesgraphics pictures © cHae

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **

Luke's in love with the man who causes bruises on his skin. If Luke can't help himself, some blue haired bar tender might.

; the one where calum is mute but michael loves him nonetheless.

"Emily" he said softly "what" I mumbled looking at our shoes, he tilted my face up to his, "I-I miss you, I don't want to go" I know" I stopped biting my lip "ill miss you too" He leaned down and gently kissed me. my eyes began to water, I don't want him to leave. He glanced at my face then buried his face in the crook of my neck, his arms tightly hugging me. I glanced at the tour bus, the boys all waving good bye, some where crying. "I- will come back for you" his voice cracked. He tighten his grip on me when I tried to pull away. "Im always beside you" he whispered in my ear. All rights reserved, please no copying. No posting on other sites without my permission. No stealing.