lily flowers; muke
lily isn't lily anymore. →ftm au →lowercase intended →short story
»Lashton« Where Ashton is a mute who wears nail polish that shows his feelings and the only person who notices is Luke. Or Where Luke wants to know whats wrong, but it's not exactly easy to ask when Ashton can't say anything back. [SHORT STORY]
"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that...
scars- a mark left on the skin or within the body tissue where a wound, burn or sore has not healed completely and fibrous connective tissue has formed
***DISCLAIMER! This is the third book! If you haven't read the first two, I suggest you do! Beside you, and wherever you are*** Emily and Ashton have been dating for almost 4 years now, After the emotional trauma Emily was put through, they are finding it hard to enjoy each others company. Will their love stay strong...
"Please stop! You're hurting me!" "Don't fight me, Luke, it'll just make it worse." Or in which Luke is being abused by a boy named Ryan and he feels helpless to do anything about it out of fear. He's sworn to silence but can Ashton save him? // tw for abuse, rape, self-harm, attempted suicide // {Fully Edited as of...
Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but...
Luke's in love with the man who causes bruises on his skin. If Luke can't help himself, some blue haired bar tender might.
"Emily" he said softly "what" I mumbled looking at our shoes, he tilted my face up to his, "I-I miss you, I don't want to go" I know" I stopped biting my lip "ill miss you too" He leaned down and gently kissed me. my eyes began to water, I don't want him to leave. He glanced at my face then buried his face in the croo...
The small metal contraption on the floor wasn’t usually so terrifying to Ashton. But right now in this moment it was the scariest thing he’d ever seen. He was scared about what number would pop up on the tiny screen when Luke stepped on it. He feels the same fear he felt when he saw Luke on the floor in a puddle of bl...
"We stopped checking for monsters under our beds once we realized the monsters were inside of us." Ashton Irwin. A 16 year old Aussie entering his Junior year. Everyone either ignores him or bullies him to an extent. Other then the bullying, no one talks to him. He hates himself. Luke Hemmings. A 17 year o...
Nobody ever gives a shit about the drummer. ---- Cover made by: @ashton__tho | Started 10/4/2014, Finished 5/4/2015 | ©Copyright 2015 to Brianna (1D_HarryStyles_1D)
Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?
Why are you texting me at 3 a.m.? // contains some smut, cutting, and CUTENESS!// //top!Luke Bottom!Ashton//post on Sunday's//
Ashton Irwin is a master of thievery. He steals from general stores, food markets, jewelry shops, museums, and people's homes. Never once did he get caught nor did anyone find out his identity. He loves being a thief. Stealing is his addiction, and he has no intention on curing it. However, there is one place and one...
Michaels depression has been acting up again but this time he will make sure the boys doesn't notice, but living on a tour bus makes the whole thing a shit ton harder
Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and ve...
Ashton Irwin is more than perfect. His smile, his laugh, his voice. He is talented, and grateful, and so down-to-earth. You just can't beat him. But when his girlfriend Evee walks in on him self-harming, she realizes, maybe there is more to Ashton than she thought. Maybe all the smiles are lies. Maybe the laughs are c...
Luke Hemmings is a quiet boy. He wears his favorite yellow and purple flower crown to school every day, even though his school uniform doesn't match, and the dress code strictly prohibits hats, to which he argues that a flower crown isn't a hat, it's a declaration of independence. But when the bad boy of the school, A...
"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'luk...
"I just don't think it's worth it anymore. One more pill. Just one more pill to take away the pain." Warning read at own risk. I am in no way promoting self harm or usage of drugs. Story might trigger things. Hope you enjoy.
Luke Hemmings is popular. Ashton Irwin is an outcast. Luke Hemmings is open about everything. Ashton Irwin has a secret. Luke Hemmings always asks himself: What is Ashton Irwin hiding?
Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...
Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }
It was never Calum's idea to pick up a blade. It was never his intention. Until he met Ashton. Ashton was perfect. - Ashton was really cheeky when he started the band. Then Calum and Ashton started hanging out. Then dating. - All of a sudden besides becoming famous, things start happening in Calum's life. Calum doesn...
*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die...
Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** ...