Rin is depressed after his friends discover his heritage. They shun him, call him names when they think he can't hear, and bully him. They make him wish that he could die. He returns to cutting, which he had quit doing when he arrived at the academy. WARNING This fanfic contains -Depression -Self-harm -Cutting -Bully

Being the bastard son of Satan, Rin Okumara has taken all he can face. Now he is alone and unwanted, and on a journey to define himself, before others can.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

[Ranked #1 in 'Katsudeku'&'Bakudeku' 23/6/18] [Ranked #1 in 'Deku' 1/7/18] [Ranked #1 in 'KacchanxDeku' ??/??/19] "I'm here." Midoriya Izuku, an ordinary boy. Too ordinary. In a world full of people with extraordinary powers, being 'quirkless' is the worst! With his schoolboy crush on his bully, Katsuki Bakugou, Midoriya needs to either overcome it or accept it. He chooses neither. Will include some smut and possibly triggering subjects !! I own/take NO credit for any characters or art involved in this fanfic. This is all for fun and for me to test out my story-writing abilities. Don't read if you don't like KatsuDeku, because that is this whole story. !!

Mephisto divides a plan to get everyone in Yukio's class to get along with Rin. So he makes everyone, including Yukio and Shura read out each other secrets. What kinda dark secrets will everyone find out about one another. Disclaimer: Blue Exorcist does not belong to me. It belongs to Kazue Kato.

Will Rin accept Mephisto's offer to him? Or will he turn it down? If he accepts what will happen? If he turns it down what would happened?

(First Rendition) 41,653 words: Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble apart?

Remember Sei Godain? That kid in the manga that Rin helped with his demon problem? Well Sei returns to see Rin again but what happens when he finds his demon classmate alone and crying...? What happened to Rin?!

80,030 words: Rin experienced some horrible things when he was younger, and keeps the secret for over nine years. Yukio knows something is wrong, but no matter what he does, he can't get his brother to tell him. When the twins and the cram school are sent on a mission that requires them to stay at the monestary, will everything come out?

CONTAINS SOME TODOBAKUDEKU. Deku is in a mission with some of his classmates to capture a villain. He is suddenly hit by a quirk that can mess up one's emotional state. (I succ at writing) THIS BOOK CONTAINS TRIGGERS LIKE CUTTING, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.