I have no doubt she could feel my breathing on her face. I grabbed her chin with my hand and pulled her face even closer. "I'm not telling you to leave because I don't like your dick. I'm telling you to leave because I want your dick. I want it inside of me right now, and I want it in there until I fucking pass out. But I am a faithful person, even if I don't like the fucking bastard I am married to. So again I say. Get. The fuck. Out." I lowly growled at her.

"I love you Lyric! How many times do I have to tell you that." he yelled at me. "How am I suppose to know your telling me the truth? How do I know you won't hurt me?" I cried. "Man I can't take this no more. I'm tired, physically and emotionally" he said as he walked towards the front door to leave. "I'M SORRY! Please don't go! I'm trying. I promise I am, it's just hard" I yelled crying even harder. He stop in his tracks and turned around to look me in my eyes. He then kissed me on my forehead. "Call me when you got it all together and figured out. Because this" he pointed from me to him " Isn't healthy" He then turned back around continuing his walk out the house closing the door behind him. When you've never felt love how are you to know when it's in your path? Love, that's a strong feeling. I've always wanted someone to love me but my reality is that no one ever will! My struggle is greater then me. Its like even when people say they love me ,it feels foreign.

What rod said? 'Give you my last name be my girl foreva'

Eleanore Queen is the upcoming rising star for both her club and national team. Recruted by the Arsenal Academy at an age of 12, she made her debut for the senior team just a few years later at 15 together with her best friend Leah Williamson. Outstanding performances earned her her first call up for the national team right before the Olympics but was left off the roster because she was deemed to young. This time going in to the World Cup in France Jill isn't going to make the same mistake. While she tries to manage her life as a professional football player, she also has to deal with all the troubles in her day to day life that come with being a 19 year old. How will she handle the pressure with the upcoming World Cup? How will she handle the heartbreak and suffering that comes with opening up? When that one true love comes around will she be brave enough to open up again? Read the story of The Rising Star and follow along on Eleanore's journey. It won't start out as your typical love story but more as the story about her life with multiple love interests and heartbreak but eventually she will find the one she was looking for all along. I hope you all stick around long enough to find out. of there is anything you like to see or anything let me know. Little side note, It takes awhile before Alexia enters the story but don't worry she will. Enjoy! 🤞✌️

[UNEDITED] Raised with an accepting mother, understanding siblings, and loving friends, Manuel Anderson grew up truly knowing a lot about what it means to be a family. With his 26th birthday quickly approaching, an unsettling yet familiar feeling sets place in his stomach: loneliness. The older he gets, the less he believes he'll find love since people tend to turn away after finding out he's transgender. Even so, he wants a family for his own. After running into a new co-worker, Elena, at a place he visits often, he starts catching feelings fast. With her own reserves in romance, Elena struggles to let down her walls as her friendship with Manuel grows into more. ~Best ranks~ Relatable: #2 (8/13/23) Transgender: #1 (8/25/23) Transman: #1 (1/24/24) Blackman: #1 (4/22/24) Start Date: 6/14/23 Completed: 9/2/23 CURRENTLY EDITING **Disclaimer: Any songs, images or other media used in the story are not mine however everything else is fiction.

final book in awkward trilogy

book 2/3 in awkward trilogy

(onikam): @beyonce started following you. Still, It Was Worth It I Would Do It Again I Know You Hurt Me, But It Is Just Deeper Than Friendship Now Let's Keep It Awkward [*partial* text message story] bey g!p

𝐁𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐜é 𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐟. 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬? [ 𝐁𝐄𝐘𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐀 ] -my very first book & it's all over the place. fyi.- ⓒ 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜 ♡

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