I woke up suddenly. Shaking uncontrollably. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as if it would break free of my skin at any moment. I curled into a ball underneath my covers and tried to slow my breathing. "In, out. In, out. Y-you c-can d-ddo it." It wasn't working. Then the tears came. Slowly at first, like a beautiful, calm lake somewhere in the mountains. Then the floodgates opened, and the trickle turned into raging rapids, causing my eyes to drown in my own tears. There was nothing I could do to stop them...

Book one of the 'Forest' series Tyler Joseph is on his high school basketball team and is popular. Everyone in town knows Tyler Joseph. Josh Dun plays percussion in the school band and has 4 friends. Nobody in town knows Josh Dun. When the two boys are co-counselors at Camp Lotus over the summer before their senior year, they'll realize that they have more in common than what meets the eye. {Trigger Warning} -Self Harm -Bullying -Abuse -Mentions of suicide

Loosely based off of Drown by Tyler Joseph Josh Dun is a troubled man whose existence was unknown to you. That is, until you make your way to the beach one night to relax, watch the waves, and you see him, trying to drown himself. what he says pulls you in to him. supersoft!josh please read with caution, trigger warnings: attempted suicide, and if i decide to add more, i'll add them as i go. PLEASE DONT MAKE ANY REFERENCES TO OTHER FICS ON MY FICS (EXAMPLE THE MILK FIC, FOREST FIC, CHAIR FIC, HAMSTER FIC) IT GETS VERY ANNOYING AFTER A WHILE THESE COMMENTS WILL BE. DELETED AND IF THEY CONTINUE YOU WILL BE BLOCKED

A girl with alexithymia - a disorder which makes it difficult to understand feelings - meets Josh dun in a record store while on a trip to Ohio. What will happen when she has to go home? A Josh dun fanfic This account is inactive. Messages nor comments will be seen by writer. Thanks for all the love and support.

I open my mouth to breath, but instead my thoughts came spilling out as words. "Why did you come home at three in the morning?" Started: 7/14/17 Completed: 11/18/17

synesthesia syn·es·the·sia sinəsˈTHēZHə noun the production of a sense impression relating to one sense or part of the body by stimulation of another sense or part of the body. tyler joseph x reader lowercase is on purpose :)

In which you are silent everyday, but Tyler isn't. {again, all respect to jenna because jenna is amazing and she and tyler are goals} {{it's just fiction}} {{{trigger warning: mentions of abuse, anxiety, depression, and suicide}}}

[COMPLETED ON 1 DECEMBER 2017] [HIGHEST RANKING: #9 INTERACTIVE/#2 FRENSHIP] "Everything is going to be okay." "You are going to do great!" Your mom tragically passes away in a run over, and anxiety kicks in. But a person with yellow hair dye and an arm full of ink comes into the picture. -

We were trying. We really were. It seemed as if our previously amazing progress had come to a complete standstill. We were doomed to be nobodies. Then I met you, and suddenly I was hit with a wave of inspiration. Words seemed to spill out when I was with you. We seemed to grow even more. You would stare at the stars, you were fascinated with everything. Your wonder and awe at the world seemed to balance out my negative view of the very same place. I didn't plan on falling in love, but how could I not? - all respects to Jenna bc she's literally a queen - [triggers in the tags ↓↓]

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