Life sucks and then you die - preferably sooner rather than later. That's the mindset of Castiel Novak, the school punching bag. But one day, he finds a light at the end of his tunnel. Reached #1 in Destiel in June of 2018 so that's a thing now. TRIGGER WARNING: This whole book could be triggering, so if you could be triggered by anything, maybe you should give this a pass. *cough* check out my other books instead *cough*

Jasper's voice was like waiting for a rain storm during a drought. You got excited when the clouds got grey hoping the skies would open and unleash the quench to your thirst. Even a cool breeze was a tease. And every time Jasper opened his mouth it was a tease. It was that single drop of water coming out a leaking facet. Yet, it wasn't enough. He was mine, My Dear Little Deaf Boy I know you see me. I know you can see me call out for your attention. I know you can feel my heart pound and my shaky hands as I come near you. But you don't have to be able to hear to understand these three words. I love you. Do you hear me now?