(DISCLAIMER! I DO NOT OWN ANY ART FEATURED IN THIS BOOK! ALL ART GOES TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS!!) Lapis Lazuli is a student studying in Homeland High (Get it, 'Homeworld'! Homeland! *cough* sorry!) She had a very bad and depressing life, cutting to make herself feel better, she then meets a blonde girl, she changed Lapis' life forever!

In this alternate universe there are four kingdoms called The Homelands, the Crystal Lands the Dark lands, and the outlands. Mostly at war. Lapis Lauzli: future Queen of the Dark Lands spends most of her time self mopping in her room. A passion for freedom and a longing lust for love but a stubborn heart, will her quest for love be completed once she encounters a powerless peasant?

It has been a couple of months after the Crystal Gems had rescued Lapis from Jasper's evil hands. Lapis now lives in the barn with someone she never thought she'll ever see again. The idea of getting along with Peridot and working together sounds horrible to Lapis. But as days pass by, she slowly warms up to the little green gem. However, Lapis starts to develop feelings she's never felt before. What could those feelings be? Cover art by Unidadpro over at Tumblr https://unidadpro.tumblr.com/post/190207936799 10k reads 🎉🎉🎉 (6/7/20) #3 - Stevenuniverse (11/13/21) #1 - Peridot (11/13/21) Started: October 20, 2019 Ended: February 23, 2020 Remastered: -

( Finished editing! ) As a last resort resulting from the Crystal Gem incident, every era 2 gem was implemented with a type of disease, need they ever be destroyed. This disease slowly killed the gem off if they were to ever fall in love, since love was deemed as a distraction. Unless it was mutual, they would certainly shatter over time. As time went on, Peridot fell in love with Lapis. Little did she know, love can be a dangerous thing. #1 - Lapidot (7/21/21) #1 - Lapis (04/08/20) #5 - Lapidot (04/08/20) #13 - lapidot (11/17/19) #123 - lapidot (10/25/19) #130 - lapidot (10/24/19) #68 - hanahakidisease (10/24/19) #123 - hanahakidisease (10/16/19) [Cover by Dement09, the queen of Lapidot]

It's her hair and her eyes today that just simply take me away and the feeling that i'm falling further in love makes me shiver but in a good way all the times i have sat and stared as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays, with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say cause i love her with all that i am and my voice shakes along with my hands cause she's all that I see and she's all that I need and i'm out of my league once again [ Steven Universe does not belong to me. Credit to all the artists that have had their work displayed in this book. ] Art on cover by dement09 on Tumblr

What if the Ruby's never came when they did? When Lapis had enough of Peridot's attempts to be friends? (I dont own the art)

Lapis is back on Earth and decides to stay with Peridot in hopes of healing the scars between the two of them. Little does she know that her and Peridot are bound to become more than friends.

Lapis and Peridot are living together in the Barn for one year now. They have a crush on each other. Lapis really wants to take away these Feelings but she can't. She is afraid of losing Peridot as a friend so she doesn't say anything. Once a big fight changes everything... ----------------------------------------------------------------- [A/N] So this is my first book. I'm not really good at writing but it's fun. English isn't my best language so please don't judge me. Maybe I'll write this in German too... I'm apologizing for every mistake. Have fun!

This story takes place within the time after Change Your Mind (THIS FANFICTION WAS WRITTEN BEFORE THE MOVIE CAME OUT) After Peridot and Lapis reformed, they havent talked much.. Peridot wants to talk to Lapis about their situation, but Lapis has been seeming to avoid Peridot. This fanfiction was inspired by jjayes0 on Instagram All characters in this fanfiction are NOT mine and belong to Rebecca Sugar and Cartoon Network.