When Zelk starts coughing out petals, he finds out he has Hanahaki Disease. Next thing he knew...Severe panic attacks came. Zelk starts acting odd and his friends are worried about him-especially Mega and Zak. He just wants this illness to get out of his life. Soon he starts coughing out more petals, blood and... "Just why does it have to be a rose?!" Warnings: This book contains! -Gay Relationship -Loads of mentions of Blood -Hanahaki Disease -Panic Attacks -Swear words (A Lot) -Self hate (No self harm this time xD) -Depression maybe? (Unsure yet) Disclaimer: I will be calling Jacob as Zelk instead cause why not lol Achievements: 16/05/2020: Start of the book🔥👌 03/06/2020: 1k reads 10/06/2020: 150 votes 11/06/2020: 1.4k Reads :P 24/06/2020: #5 for thorns 05/07/2020: 3.05k Reads 09/07/2020: #1 for thorns 20/07/2020: 4k Reads 23/07/2020: 5k Reads 09/08/2020: Completed🤩🌟 13/08/2020: 7k Reads 13/08/2020: #1 for zelk 01/09/2020: 9k Reads 21/09/2020: 10k Reads 31/10/2020: 13k Reads 09/01/2022: 19k Reads

Everyday, Zak gets abused at home by his Dad. He never told anyone about this secret- not even his online best friends (Darryl and Vincent). Zak didn't care if he was getting abused by his dad, because he still has he's two best friends, that will always stand by his side no matter what......right? One day, during a game of SkyWars, Darryl and Vincent both calls him a fattie. Zak starts to feel insecure... What happens next? Read more to find out! [Hey guys this writing may be a little cringe or makes no sense because I wrote this so long ago (also pls note that self harm cannot just be easily stopped like how I wrote it previously] **Warning: (Please click away if you are uncomfortable with any of these)** -Self-Harm -Child Abuse -Gay -Blood -Depression -Insecurity -Anorexia -Sucidal thoughts -Bad writing skills -Bad drawing skills **Author's note:** -This is my 1st story so please don't judge my writing :( -lol this story plot is so bad (Tiny from 2022) Yes this story is inspired by another story called "Fattie" by yuggiooh The beginning of the story is inspired slightly by her. KEEP IN MIND THAT I DO NOT COPY OTHER PEOPLE'S STORY! I JUST GET INSPIRED BY THEM! 02/11/2019: The Journey of this book starts!🌟 04/04/2020: #1 for sucidalthoughts 07/04/2020: #2 for skephalo 09/04/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh 14/04/2020: #1 for skephalo 24/04/2020: #214 for depression 02/05/2020: 14k reads 06/05/2020: #1 for suicidalthoughts (again) 10/05/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh (again) 15/05/2020: Book Completed!💫 20/05/2020: 20k reads 12/06/2020: 25k reads <3 04/07/2020: Trending under the #sad catergory :D 05/07/2020: 30k Reads 0-0 26/07/2020: 35k Reads 23/08/2020: 40k Reads 21/09/2020: 45k Reads 31/10/2020: 56k Reads 09/01/2022: 105k Reads