After losing her parents in a horrible crash, Elena is forced to move halfway across the country with her little brother Lucas. Thrown into a world of violence and deceit, Elena will have to learn how to trust those around her while trying to rebuild her family. Authors Note: Hello everyone! I wrote this story when I was 13 and have decided to come back and edit it. In the next few weeks, I'll be going through and improving/adding on to the story. The story will change significantly, so if you have already read it I encourage you to read it again. I will be taking down and republishing chapters after I have edited them. I hope you all enjoy the new story, thank you! (characters and themes will remain the same)

I love sex. I am addicted to it. I love to watch porn, read books about it, and even hear about it. I love the sensation that runs through my body from just thinking about it and I love the feeling of my soaked panties. Problem is, I have never ever had sex. Unbelievable right? Here I am addicted to something that I never had before but I can't help it. I don't even know what an orgasm feels like but here I am fantasizing about it. I even write up little stories about when I get my virginity taking. Some people might think I'm weird but believe me I'm not. I just really, really love sex.... Even though i am a virgin. Okay maybe I do have a problem.

the title is pretty self explanatory