You and your boyfriend Nanami have been dating for some time now. Ever since he started a new job, he's been working overtime, which you know he hates doing. Ever since this began happening you do not see him as regularly as you used to, so you cherish the moments you have together even more. Read to find out what these romantic moments entail. 😉

SUMMARY ON CHAPTER 1! this story is from happytreasure on archive of our own! i'm posting it here because i love this story and i want an easy way to get to it. definitely check them out on ao3 they have sm great stories! there's two parts to this and i'm putting them in the same book! these characters are aged up and in college during most of the book! WARNINGS: Rape/Non-Con, Eddie Kaspbrak/Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak/Original Male Character(s), Eddie Kaspbrak, Richie Tozier, Beverly Marsh, Ben Hanscom, Mike Hanlon. Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - No Pennywise (IT), Trans Male Character, Gender Dysphoria, Misgendering, Sexual Content, Drug Addiction, Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Substance Abuse, Break Up, Post-Break Up, Heavy Angst, Rape Recovery, Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con (not by richie), Suicide Attempt, Getting Back Together, Eventual Happy Ending, Hate Sex, Self-Discovery, its really really sad, Drug Withdrawal, Rough Sex

" 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞'𝙢 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 " + 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨. 𝙃𝙚'𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙍𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙, 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙍𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨. 𝙍𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙠𝙨. 𝙃𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙧, 𝙛𝙞𝙭𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙡𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣. "𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚, 𝙀𝙙𝙨. 𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙗𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙫𝙚," 𝙃𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙠, 𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙧𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙛𝙩 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙣. "𝙔𝙚𝙖𝙝. 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪," 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮. "𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙩, 𝙩𝙤𝙤. 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙞𝙩, 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮. 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙥𝙞

" 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙-𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞'𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 " + 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩. 𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖 𝙩𝙪𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙗𝙮 𝙐𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙥. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙩𝙪𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙.

«Una mirada entre dos personas, cada una de las cuales espera que la otra comience una acción que ambas desean pero que ninguna se anima a iniciar» Todos sabemos que una mirada puede decir más que mil palabras...pero ¿Dicen nuestro mayor anhelo o nuestros mayores miedos? Prohibida la copia total y/o parcial de esta historia.

" 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙪𝙣 ( 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 ) " + 𝘼 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙐𝙥𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝘿𝙤𝙬𝙣.

don't read this if you don't wanna hate richie started / 20.1.18 finished / 2.7.2020

richie is a bad boy, eddie is afraid to admit that it's kinda fucking hot. this story will contain drugs, alcohol, and mature shit like that kids.

" '𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙦𝙪𝙖𝙠𝙚 " + 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙙𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙧 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙍𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙