Facts, informations and thoughts of someone with Depression.

Feeling hopeless, unwanted and worthless, Alexa just wants to end her life. Warning: This story tackles depression and suicide. There will also be sexual contents.

Random poems

Do you know what is the hardest thing in this world? TO LIVE IN IT. Life is full of struggles that no one can escape. How can we? That's the question that no one can answer, no one ever did. He got used in breaking rules, walking in a path that everybody forbids. He's a perfect definition of an asshole. Most likely similar for being worst. But everything happens for a reason, isn't it? You can't see his face if he don't remove his mask. No one knows, that behind his devilish smirk and evil irises, is a wrecked soul that no one seemed to repair. They said that the only one who can beat a devil is a devil as well. But is it? Or the opposite of it? Angel it is! So, are you?

Ride 'till I can't no more.

Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

"We need you. Your brother needs you."

[Mental Health/Depression Awareness story #2] [Suicide Prevention story] - "Don't Look Back" side story - While you're here, you might as well check out the novel from where this one came from: ( https://www.wattpad.com/story/43619243-don%27t-look-back-a-depression-awareness-story ) GENRE: Teen Fiction LANGUAGE: Tag-lish STATUS: On-going * * * "I'll give you a proposal," nakangiti niyang sabi. "Give me ten days to give you ten reasons why you shouldn't kill yourself." - In her proposal, I found something that has been lost from me for years. Sobrang liit lang nito and if the monsters were awake, I wouldn't even have felt it. But they're not and I can feel the little thing making its way to my heart. With fear lingering, I decided to grab that small hope and try my best to hold onto it.

"You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again."