my life was perfect at everything I could ever want. my loving parents that adored me, and my twin brother. but unfortunately everything good comes to an end. as they say what goes up must come down. everything changed the night that he attacked a man so feared that they won't even speak his name but I'm not afraid. this is my story I'm going to tell you what happened after Vandre steel attacked. how in one night I went from having a loving family and being seen as an equal to my brother. after that night it was like I never existed. it was always Charles and I was left broken and alone to raise myself in this cold dark and unforgiving world. they think I am nothing but they don't know anything about me. after all the years of abuse that I went through I will show my family that I am not afraid anymore I will stand up to them and I will show them that they were wrong and they will regret the day but they turn their back on me. I am stronger I am better I am a protector.

TRIGGER WARNING: May contain content linked to depression, existentialism, self-harm, suicide and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with depression, just know that it will get better, even if you don't think so. "Wow," You breathed, taking in the current situation. "I never knew my life would turn out like this." Sometimes, quiet is violent. You flicked the rubber band against your wrist, a coping mechanism. The small shot of pain stabbed at your arm for a moment before fading quickly. You didn't know how you were going to recover, but then you met Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun.