"Possibly one of the best books I have ever read." "This is the best book I've read on Wattpad. I'm not lying." "This was the most beautifully written book I have ever encountered" A teenage girl finds herself facing relentless bullying ending up in a clinic which specialises in eating disorders frequented by a nurse who could either be her saviour or her downfall. Past and present collide in this heart-wrenching story where nothing is quite what it seems.

"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it." Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why? But Amy found Rose's diary at her wake and everything became clear. Rose was anorexic. Rose wrote about her two guardians Ana and Mia, they helped her, or something. Amy didn't understand a thing, but not for long. Because Amy would also meet her fate with the two angels of death. Just like Rose. Amy has a hard time fitting in after her only connection to a social life left her alone. Amy get's lost and tries to save herself. But how can you pull yourself out of a hole where you can't see the edge? Amy does make new friends and she even falls in love but everything is on the verge of falling apart. How does she plan on keeping her 'new habit' a secret? and when will Amy really understand?

"Is this...the...suicide hotline?" "I...um, yes?" "...Are you asking or telling?" "...Telling?" "What would you do if I told you I wanted to die?" "I would beg you not to." "Would you, stranger? Would you really?" "I would." Aurora Glass was raised in a sleepy town, completely sheltered from the darker things in life. That's why she doesn't know how to react when she gets a call from a man looking for a suicide hotline. Out of fear he'll actually commit suicide if he doesn't get help immediately, she lies and pretends to be a hotline worker. Parker Hollowell is on the edge. He's slipping into the void, but unlike some he's aware of it. In a desperate attempt to save his own life, he calls a suicide hotline. The woman on other end sounds very sketchy and suspiciously young. Not that it matters. He's just glad someone pretends to care about his life and his problems. When a cynical, depressed man unintentionally lets a bubbly, optimistic woman into his life, he has no choice but to bend to her will and see that maybe, there was more to life then he thought. Copyright @ ItsAllAsh Started: May 2018 Ended: ???

Alex Bates has had more than enough of life. Plagued with the agonising guilt of being the cause for his sister's recent death, he's heading down a destructive path. But just as he is about to give into the urge to jump in front of an oncoming train, he's interrupted by a girl. Shy and observant Kalila Woods knows that no words can stop him so she only hands him a packet of Skittles and walks away. And so begins an unlikely friendship. She's on a mission to convince him of the many reasons to live and he's on a journey to find himself along the way. And maybe, just maybe, Alex will realise that dying isn't quite worth it.

Imagine the second you're born, a consultant removes you from your mother's grasp and runs a battery of genetic and physiological tests on you. Thirty minutes later they give you a score out of one hundred which denotes your level of perfection. If your score is above eighty and you work hard to maintain that score you will have a charmed life; well fed, well-rewarded, spoiled. But fall below eighty and you're labelled Flawed, and life will not be so kind. Hannah is adopted by a Flawed family when her birth parents choose their social standing over their daughter and endures a life of struggle, hunger and service. One day Hannah is escorted to the regional government office and told that the Consultant who delivered her, who labelled her Flawed got it wrong! Now, she is being relocated back to her birth parents, to live as one of the Ninety-Five- all medically and legally judged as perfect. Entering this new life Hannah has an impossible decision to make which puts not only hers, but the lives of everyone she cares about at great risk. "The Numbered- where no one wants to be number one". Authors notes: -This is a first draft of my story and will be edited soon. -2013 Began writing Flawed -2015 Watty Winner/ Named changed to The Numbered -2016 Completed The Numbered -2019 Optioned by eOne for development into a TV show.

Kasey Asugh had the perfect life, set to be the next big name in ballet until everything pirouette's off her planned path when she meets biker boy JT, who shows her life doesn't need to be perfect to be beautiful, and all she needs to be is herself. Reached #1-growing up #1- bikergang #2- maturethemes #9- ballet

"'Hold me closer, tiny dancer'." "Shut up Noah." "'Count the headlights on the highway'." "My ears are going to bleed." "You're my tiny dancer, Teresina. You know that, right?" #1 in #ballet #1 in #ballerina #1 in #dancing #1 in #jock #1 in #dylanobrien #2 in #teenromance #2 in #dance #5 in #emmawatson Teresina "Theresa" White is the average high school senior - except that after graduation she plans to take on the professional ballet world instead of college. Noah Thomson is the typical jock, with a boiling temper and unpredictable mood swings - except for his hidden soft spots. After a chance collision of fates resulting in a stubborn conflict, Theresa can't seem to escape Noah no matter what she's doing. Will their troubling pasts and strong prides keep them from building a friendship, or even something more? Or will they be able to let their guards down and grow something beautiful out of the wreckage? Get a glimpse into the world of ballet, from a ballerina herself. Dedication: To Riley Wolf, for inspiring those who knew her even after she passed. We dance for Riley.

Follow the story of those who are alone among us, unseen, unheard, and unhappy. Meet two best friends with eating disorders, trying to avoid exposing their dangerous lifestyles. If you need help https://www.eatingdisorderhope.com/ WARNING: This story may be triggering, please read with caution. If you are currently suffering from a Eating disorder or have previously it is advisable to avoid this story as it is exclusively triggering. This story is inspired by True characters and real life experiences. I ask that you pray for the hurting, and seek help for those who need it. Remember you don't know their story.

When Anna is accepted into the prestigious Virginia Academy of Ballet, it looks like all of her dreams are going to come true. Anna's dance training, however, is complicated by the fact that she is struggling desperately to survive being a person she doesn't want to be. The one thing she is clear about is that she wants to be the perfect, thin ballet dancer. The more weight she loses, the less she cares about anything else, and that's just the way she wants it. This, she finds, is a much more attainable goal than the other, especially when she meets Isabelle. Isabelle Knight, a young ballet teacher and former professional ballet dancer, causes Anna's entire conception of herself to unravel, as does her physical and mental health. Meanwhile, Anna's situation at home with her alcoholic father, provides a constant trigger for her increasingly self-destructive behavior.

[Highest Ranking - #1 in Realistic Fiction] [Highest Ranking - #33 in Eating Disorder] Isabella is like any normal 16 year old girl. She wakes up, goes to school, deals with mean girls, and boys. But she has a secret. Throwing up after meals on the rare times she eats. Trying to be skinny, trying to be perfect. The thought of being imperfect, is her worst nightmare. What happens when someone finds out about her life threatening secret? ©2017 Copyrights (Completed December 12th, 2017)