A month has passed since the last World Meeting and America's depression is getting worse. Everything has gone to hell. He's ready to end it. He does. His chair is now untouched and stays at the exact same spot in the meetings to come. Days pass without the jolly personification of the U.S. Two years later, a teen named Alfred Jones encounters England and Canada in a stunning chain of events. Despite the fact he is still quite young, he sees things people his age would never begin to think. As the other nations meet the odd boy, what will happen? Why does he look so much like America? Did America ever die? It all started with a lie.

A selected bundle of nations is gathered after a mysterious letter involving America shows up at their door. Once they all arrived a light freezes time and they become trapped inside the frozen limbo they entered. On the table appears a book labeled "Alfred's Secrets" which naturally piqued their interest. What will they do? 18+ themes Trigger warnings will be applied to certain chapters (Honestly just running with the "diary" trope, just being more creative with it)

America, the hero, nothing more than a smiling face but smiles hide many things. Note this will be different, loosely related scenarios involving stuff to do with America from food and drinks, to unique games as well as dark, smart or insane America.

A fanfic based off of "Memories of Old" By SliverAmyhestanimelover (I cant spell) so credits to them for the idea -- America seems to have it easy with his past so england decides to embarrass him by showing how easy he has it but the spell back fires leading all of the nations to see the American's history --- There will be rusame (cause it's my OTP) I'm open for other ships --- Thanks for reading! -- Fic has been abandoned

Many things fall. Such as heros. All heros eventually fall. Some because of a villian. But America? No, this hero was falling to something else. Something worst. Something more painful. He was falling to those he thought we're his friends and family. ----------------------------------------------------------------- You would think that he was one of the happiest people you would ever know. But that's a lie. America- no- Alfred was hurting. He was taking one to many hits. The pain was getting out of control. Everything was spiraling downwards. And America was desending further into depression. Warning: Self harm, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Adopted from @The-Schuyler-Sisters

Alfred is an open book, right? Most of the countries seem to think so. But the American harbors many secrets, and only a few have seen through his open-book nature, taken off the laminated cover, and stopped to read the book that is Alfred F. Jones. All it takes is one little interruption in a world meeting for America's laminated cover to be torn to shreds.

WARNING!!! Mentions of self harm and tragic American events. Lots of the country's think America hasn't gone though alot...So what happens when Native America shows them the pain America has been though. I don't own Hetalia.

"You turned him into what he is now..." • • • • • America is imperfect. He is filled with many flaws. The world knows this, and they take advantage of such, forgetting the fact that the said nation was built of their influences and cultures. America was a product of the world. But in their eyes, he WAS the world.

What happens when the countries have a online chat room? Bad stuff.. Really really bad stuff. /////copy right to Maurieller, give credit for any content taken\\\\\\