"Finding happiness is like a needle in a haystack. That doesn't change the fact that the needle is still there. It's just up to you to put in the work and find it." His hand slid over mine and in his grasp, he gently closed my hand into a fist, "and when you do, never let it go." When life handed Hayley Peterson lemons, she threw them away. It had nothing to do with whether she liked them or not. It was solely because they were rotten the moment they fell into her hands. At the age of sixteen, one is expected to be as normal as any ordinary teenager. Enjoying life, living to the fullest whilst making many memories and mistakes along the way. But for Hayley, her life was anything but ordinary. Being young, funny and beautiful never once made up for the angry demons lurking beneath Hayley's skin. Demons who persistently dragged her through the mud of depression, anger, anxiety, and loneliness. She may be in constant mental torment unable to find happiness where she hoped to, but happiness comes in many forms, places and people like Parker Nguyen, the guy who not only observed those in dire need of happiness but willingly gave to others what he barely had for himself. When life shoves the two into the other's open arms, they both make it their duty to somehow build a wall of happiness around their inner turmoils. A girl who experienced nothing but pain and regret in her early childhood and a boy who sought out to fix damaged people when he was damaged himself. Will Parker and Hayley be able to help one another in ways others have failed to and confront their demons head-on? Or will they both succumb to a future of never-ending darkness? As time ticks by, Hayley documents the passing days of her life, hoping that the people she loves would understand the thoughts that never made it past her lips. All rights reserved ©️ Copyright 2020

Like the quotation said, "Not everyone is lucky enough to be loved back by the person whom they fall for." For years, that is what Oliana live with. Overworked mother. Runaway brother. Wretched best friend. All of those because of failed relationships. She promised herself to never hurt the person who will first love her back. Even she, herself, is the one hurting. - Note: This novel contains sensitive and triggering topics. Read at your own risk. Started: June 12, 2021 Finished: June 13, 2022

Brynn Kingslee has spent a third of her life protecting herself from her stepfather as fiercely as a twelve year old can. Only to find, after his death, she has seven fiercely protective older brothers who didn't realise that not only would they be protecting her from their work, but also protecting her from her past, too.

Florence Young was taken by her mother from her brothers when she was five years old. Never forgetting her brothers, she spends everyday longing to go back home to them. She spends everyday remembering the life she used to have. Even ten years later she dreams about going back home to her brothers. Her home life is abusive and destructive. The only word she can describe her life with her mom is hell. Facing years of mental, emotional, and physical abuse she goes silent. Upon returning home after ten years away things are not the same. Her brothers struggle to communicate with her seeing as she doesn't speak. This makes Flo think that she is unwelcome. Follow Flo and her journey with her brothers as she struggles with communication, school bullies, her past, and an underlying illness that makes things much more challenging for her. Cover photo from Pinterest* Not my photo***

➵ Completed! © 𝚊 𝚒 𝚛 𝚒 𝚜 𝚛 𝚊 𝚒 𝚗 𝚜 ▸ Published: Apr 08, 2020 ▸ Finished: Mar 22, 2020 Slow updates. I'm either out of ideas, motivation, or I'm simply mia, whichever you prefer!

TITLE: UNTIL I'M FORGIVEN (SPG) TEASER: Hindi mawari ni Amber ang nararamdaman habang nakatingin sa kanyang dating asawa. She did all the possible ways para hindi lang muling magkrus ang landas nila but destiny is not at her side dahil heto sila ngayon at magkaharap. "Leave me alone!" she hissed. "Not until I got what I wanted." He said seriously as his eyes is boring into her very depths. "As far as I remember wala kang iniwan sa akin na pwede mong kunin." Mataray na sambit niya. He smirked. "You are wrong wifey you've got two things that's mine and I want it back." Mariing wika nito habang humahakbang papalapit sa kanya. Humalukipkip siya at pinaningkitan ito ng mga mata, ayaw niyang ipahalata dito ang kabag nararamdaman niya ng mga sandaling iyon. "And that is?" "My son and my he..." Will Landon got what he wanted? Will Amber escape from her ex-husband's wrath? a/n: hahahaha... heto na siya, yaan niyo na iyan lang kaya kong teaser eh. :'(

Until Again Duology #1 NOTE: I do not own the photo on the book cover. Credits to the rightful owner of it. His smiles make me feel comfort in him, but when I heard him saying the words I was hoping he would only say to me... My world shattered in pieces. My comfort, my home, and my peace were... broken apart. The demons inside me became even more unbearable; that's when I knew that I had lost it. And for the very first time, on my very last breath on this planet, I felt free.

Colleen Wheeler was a young girl who was plagued by the devil at a young age. When she was thirteen years old, she had watched her parents get shot and killed in front of her. She was sent to an orphanage after their death, her relatives completely oblivious to her existence, due to secrets her parents kept. After six months of being there, Colleen packs up and escapes. Now in the pouring rain, she was curled up under an old awning in an ally. When a man approaches her, she pulls out her pocket knife, ready to kill him if he showed any interest in harming her. The man knows she's special, and he takes her in as his new adopted daughter. He started to train her to become one of the best Mafia assassins in the USA. She grew from a cute, sweet girl into a coldhearted young woman. She has to keep her feelings locked away, or she could fail her missions. She'd kill an innocent person, if her new father commanded it. It's only when she's sent to kill a boy her age that she realizes that her feelings get in the way. Instead of her killing him, he captures her and recruits her to work for the FBI, a completely different place and way of getting the bad guys. Will this boy be able to tear down her walls and bring back the old Colleen Wheeler? Or will she stay as the icy, deadly Colleen Maddox she's become?

I was walking down the hallway when all of the Sudden I feel a hand grab me and pull me into a janitors closet . I let out a scream , not knowing who had pulled my arm . I look up to be met with the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen . I hadn't noticed before ... there were sparks shooting up my arm and his scent was making me weak at the knees . "Mate" "What's your name beautiful " - Souline ... Souline Mikealson - "Beautiful " He just started at me for who knows how long , not that I could look away ... his god like features stopped me from looking away . He leaned down to my neck and I could feel he's breath on my neck causing me to shiver , I turned my head to give him more access. He kissed my neck causing me to let out a quiet moan . He looked at me in the eyes and then walked out . ........................................