| a true story about a boy who hides his pain behind his smile and a girl determined to see it | - FREE story with paid Exclusive Chapters and Writer Reveals - Twice Featured - Taylor Ming is trying to cope with the aftermath of her twin brother's suicide, and her depressed mother and avoidant father aren't really helping. With one of her friends' self-harming while another deals with a chronically ill boyfriend, being diagnosed with Diabetes and forced to use insulin thrice a day is Taylor's worst nightmare. When she catches the school's golden boy Shane Gray popping pills in a bathroom, then, Taylor is sure she's in a living hell. Is he depressed? Is he using drugs? She's afraid of losing more people and strikes a deal with Shane. He'll tell her if he ever has the urge to hurt himself and she'll keep his secret. What neither of them knows, however, is that he's already hurting himself without knowing it. And Shane's life is falling apart quicker than Taylor's. Because life isn't black and white and, sometimes, seeing gray can make all the difference. Warning: The story talks about suicide, self-harm, drug use, and mental health problems which may be triggering for some readers.

Beberapa kali #1 in horror #1 in thriller #1 in mystery Novelnya sudah terbit dan sudah difilmkan. Sebagian cerita sudah dihapus. Sinopsis : Siena, murid baru SMA Gemilang yang dianggap aneh teman sekelasnya. Bukan hanya karena wajahnya yang pucat, tapi juga karena dia tak pernah tersenyum, sedikit bicara dan jika memandang, tatapannya tajam sekali. Flo, teman sebangkunya, menahan rasa kesal. Dia yang biasanya ceria menjadi mati kutu di samping Siena. Sikap Siena yang seperti itu bukan tanpa alasan. Siena bisa melihat mahluk-mahluk tak kasat mata, dengan penampilan yang membuatnya ngeri. Dia pun sering mendapat tanda-tanda kapan seseorang akan mati. Semua kemampuannya itu membuatnya dijauhi, dikucilkan dan merasa tersiksa tak bisa hidup normal. Keadaan semakin rumit saat satu per satu orang yang berbuat buruk padanya celaka. Membuat Siena dicurigai sebagai penyebab mereka celaka. *Mulai ditulis 10 Februari 2018 Selesai 20 Juli 2018 NOTE : Cerita ini merupakan pengembangan dari cerpen karyaku yang aku tulis tahun 2010 dengan judul berbeda. Setelah ceritanya aku perpanjang, aku ubah judulnya jadi "Aku Tahu Kapan Kamu Mati" supaya lebih mencekam. Cerita ini sudah terbit menjadi novel. Karenanya, isi cerita part 20-45 sudah dihapus.