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Angel by DrSpazz
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Destiel College AU Depressed!Cas Protective!Dean When Dean and Castiel find themselves roommates, the two form a profound bond and soon fall in love. However, Cas has a deep, dark sadness he holds close to his heart, and only Dean can cure it. The two go through ups and downs and dark times, but battle together through it all. *TRIGGER WARNING* self harm, suicide attempts, depression, etc
Battle Scars (destiel AU) by daffodildestiel
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Castiel Novak moves to Sioux Falls in the fall of 2014 from Britain after the death of his parents. School life is hard for Castiel and on top of that he is diagnosed with severe clinical depression and doctors are convinced it's because of his parents passing-it's not. His entire life is falling apart. Little does Castiel know Dean Winchester will be there to pick up the pieces. xx
I Really Messed Up, Guys: A Supernatural Self Harm Fic by nothisispaige
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TW: SELF HARM IS DEPICTED. DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED. It is acted out in one of the chapters, when it's up I'll put a warning at the beginning so it can be skipped over and add a summary of what happened at the start of the next chapter. Also if you need help or distractions for ANY mental illnesses or behaviors please text GO to 741741. I've done it several times and they're really great people. Casey is Sam and Dean's younger sister. She's 15 years old, 10 years younger than Sam and 14 from Dean, and has been on the hunt with the boys her entire life, but struggles with depression and is currently in a battle with self harm, but the boys don't know and she's terrified for them to find out. Will they lock her up? Will Dean scream at her? She hopes she doesn't find out... Thank you all so much for reading and making this possible! Because of all of you, our best ratings are: #21 in Castiel #13 in Supernatural #3 in Winchester #3 in Dean #2 in SisterWinchester and [drumroll] #1 IN SAMWINCHESTER and in IMAGINE!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Please keep reading, voting, and commenting! I read all of your comments (even the small lols and the omgs) and they mean so much to me and make me so happy! I love you and thank you for reading my babbling.
moods / phan by phanci
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in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.
Dinner at 3 (Destiel AU) by ALLIgator666
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Castiel is a lonely depressed 15 year old, who believes that dating before you're 18 is the worst thing a teenager can do. He's also a writer and quite the character. One night when he decides to go on one of his night walks he breaks all his own rules and ends up with a mysterious 19 year old named Dean. What happens when it turns out Dean is his only friends big brother? And how will Cas deal with his own demons? And the ones facing him at home and at school? Cover picture drawn by linneart on tumblr I highly recommend checking out her art! she's an amazing artist/person and was very generous letting me use her art as an cover! her tumblr can be found here! --> http://linneart.tumblr.com/