[ a bungo stray dogs fanfiction ] "there will never be a me without you," he softly uttered as he held the figure closer to him. his soul felt so cold against the feeble body emanating sleepy warmth. nikolai deserved this feeling, right? even if it would be fleeting. this is an xreader and it can be found on ao3 !

Most people fell in love with professionals, but I fell in love with justice; justice I'll call a certain detective. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Started: 04/20/23 ©ddostoyevskyy

ONGOING ✯ "Love me rough and let me fly." ✯ Everyone knows that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when something is even just slightly off. Some could say it's like a sixth sense, others just call it instinct. You call it a gift. 25, born in Russia and CEO of a government owned finance company in Yokohama, you're relatively young for such a position. Your authority is always questioned, and after one minor slip up, you now have the police watching you closely; too closely for your own liking, especially when not many know about your ability. You prefer it that way. You've always been a sucker for power, and the constant criticism you receive with the need to be so careful has given you a craving for freedom...a craving too easily teased after you encounter a specific man - or maybe just a clown - for better or for worse. Especially when something about him feels so familiar, and the messy memories of your past in Russia begin to surface. They say one moment can change your life, but you never believed it until now...but the only question in your mind is: Who is he? What's waiting for you at the end of this riddle? ✯ Trigger warnings: I don't think anything specific but whatever you find in bsd could count. - I will be using female pronouns. - I update whenever I can. ✯ Your ability is based off of the real life Nikolai Gogol's dead souls novel (more or less). ✯ Disclaimer: I don't own the characters except for "you". The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot is all originally mine, however. ✯ Thank you to Mar (@marster_) for making this cover.

[Y/N], a typical, cliche, girl with an oh-so-tragic backstory whose persona you can find in any attempted angst stories written by twelve-year-olds on the internet. ↳𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: Stuck in strict poverty, [Y/N]'s parents' arguments are restless and unhinged. Even so, the struggling (almost suicidal) teen living in the stark slums of Tokyo with her eristic parents managed to find solace in two things: her school, and anime. Working multiple part-time jobs every night after school and rushing back home well after midnight to come back home to study stressed the girl in ways she couldn't explain. The additional expectation weighed upon [Y/N]'s shoulders by both her parents and the school didn't help with her deteriorating mental health, but even still, she managed to fight through it. The girl couldn't help but envy the lives that anime characters had to carry. Sure, many of their predicaments were life-threatening and difficult, but no matter their how much their hardships increased, they always managed to fight through it. That was what the girl was truly envious about: their seemingly endless will to fight. It was something that she never had to begin with. So maybe that was why, as she fell from her balcony on a gloomy night, [Y/N] stared at the shooting star that seemed to dance in her vision, the girl couldn't help but wish, "I wish to be born in a better life. A life that I can enjoy. A life that I can never relate with." An impassive scoff escaped her. "Maybe a life in an anime wouldn't be half as bad." 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: #10 in bsd out of 3k stories (actually how tf did i-) #3 in bsdxreader out of a 100 something i didnt bother to check LOL # 2 doa out of 258 stories # 24 ada out of 1K stories # 34 readerxvarious out of 3.7K stories # 54 alternate out of 4.8K stories # 67 chuuya out of 1.3K stories #

he can't save himself.

despair is in not dying; it is a sickness of the worst kind // bsd oneshots.

❝ It seems very pretty, but it's rather hard to understand! Somehow it seems to fill my head with ideas-only I don't exactly know what they are! However, somebody killed something: that's clear, at any rate. ❞ ー 「Dazai Osamu x Fem!Reader」

• chuuya nakahara one shots - mostly fluff and aus • cover made by me

People are afraid of the dark and what lurks in it. They are afraid of her as well. And yet, Dazai Osamu-- a man drowning in the same sea of shadows that had long since become her home-- was the first to tell her that she belonged to the light.

COMPLETED ▵ What if you woke up one day and didn't know who you were? What if after one accident, all your memories were blocked, and the one rule to your recovery is to not force yourself to remember, but figure things out as the days go on? What if you couldn't even remember who you loved? You may have the detective agency caring for you, but there's something missing, and you can't quite place why...or how you lost it. How far are you willing to go to find it again? ▵ Disclaimer: I don't own bungo stray dogs or any of the characters except for you, and the plot. YOUR ABILITY IS BASED OFF OF THE REAL AKUTAGAWA'S STORY 'In a Grove' !! ▵ I will be using female pronouns, I will be updating whenever I can. ▵ Thank you to Mar for making this cover for me, she's the sweetest go show her some love !! (@marster_)