I never wanted to leave Shawn, not the first time when I left for California to persue my dream, or the second time when I left after seeing him seemingly so happy with Hailey or even today but somehow it always seemed like the right thing to do, and as Shawn kisses the top of my head softly whilst wrapping his arms tightly around me I feel a darkness drawing in. The way he holds me tighter than he ever has before tells me that he feels it too. Squeezing his fingers which are laced between my own I swing my legs around and sit up on the edge of his couch, I feel him moving behind me as he brings himself up to sit next to me "Mila what is it?" His voice is quiet, like he's asking a question that he already knows the answer to "Today has been surreal" "All of it or just us?" "All of it. It feels like a dream... some parts have been more like a nightmare, but this... us, lying together like this, I couldn't have dreamt it, even in my wildest dreams" He smiles at me and then his eyes drop to his knees "Are you sorry?" I ask the question not wanting to know the answer, if he says that he's sorry for what we've done he will destroy me in a way that I will never recover from, but pressing his lips to mine our foreheads meet as he whispers "I will never ever be sorry for a second I spend with you"

He left her a little too soon, and Camila was left to face the world ... alone.

Two hearts, one cursed love. In Camila's blood flows a power that has been passed for generations. Despite the magic that runs through her veins, her lonely heart carries the weight of an ancient curse. And now she has to fight the love that could bring her to her knees.

Shawn Mendes has had a crush on his long time bff since the day they met will he end up with her or will she break his heart? Will they get together? If they do will it last? Will there be any drama on the way and if so how bad will it be? Will anything come in there way? What Will happen to their friend ship? What is her side during all this? Will she love him back? ( In Progress) highest rankings tour: 176 Camila cabello: 602 Shawn Mendes: 428 ally Brooke: 264 shawmila: 86 Dinah jane: 324 Lauren Jauregui: 466 normani Kordei: 843 fifth harmony: love story:

Camila Robinson's life is going exactly the way she always planned it would: rich, successful husband, great friends, closet full of designer clothes, no need for a job. Her life is practically perfect. What happens when she meets cocky and mysterious Shawn Mendes? Will she give in to temptation?

Shawn is a singer who had a smash hit ten years ago. Camila is an aspiring songwriter. When Shawn hires Camila to help him write his comeback album, Camila jumps at the chance to make a name for herself in the industry. It's a strictly business arrangement, but Camila never expected to get so caught up in the world of the music industry, or to fall for Shawn, her eccentric musician at the very center of it all. -- "You were like, a pop prodigy." "More like a pop has-been. But whatever, it is what it is." "I don't like that word. Has-been. It sounds so cruel." "Okay, well they also call me a one-hit-wonder. Is that better?" "It sounds a little nicer. At least it has wonder in it." -- [complete. ~200k words.]

"You do understand that the entire world is just patiently waiting for you two to realize that you're in love with each other, right?"

When Camila's best friend Shelby suggested they go on a last minute trip to St. Barts in an attempt to help Camila recover from her recent heartbreak, she was more than a little reluctant. Much to Camila's surprise, the trip DID help her forget about the ache in her heart that her douchebag of an ex put there - but not in the way that she had expected.

"It's a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do..." After their college graduation, Shawn and Camila venture in a trip destined to change their lives. They're spontaneous and adventurous, but their wild hearts lead them to a make a choice they could regret. "...Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you" *Short story

The good girl of pop and the bad boy of rock, a love story Will contain mature themes possibly including sex, drug abuse, self harm and more