*revised and edited* His shocking blue eyes locked on mine, his breath warm against my ear as he whispered, "Kiss me." I froze. Five minutes ago he'd slammed my books to the floor like I didn't matter, and now he stood close enough for my heartbeat to betray me. I couldn't tell if he wanted me to love him or hate him-or both. But wanting him was the problem. Because somewhere between the confusion and the chaos, I'd fallen for Ethan Walker. And the moment he stepped into my life, everything I thought I knew-about myself, about loneliness, about safety-shifted beneath my feet. Nothing was simple anymore. Not with him this close.

This original novel is from 2014! I have begun to rewrite it so please go check out the new rewrite posted now! 2 rewritten chapters will come out every weekend!! However if you want the cringeworthy writing of a 14 year old newly gay preteen, please feel free to read the original book here Lucas Anderson is 16 years old, a sophomore at North High in Chicago. Oh and he's gay. For a year and a half now he's been obsessed with Ryan Adams, the high school jock. When Lucas and Ryan have to work together for a class project they learn so much more about each other then any one would ever know. Between crazy girlfriends and trusting best friends this book shows the truth about high school life.

A nerdy loner falls in love with a popular football player, how bad could that be?

HELLO! THANKS FOR CLICKING ON THIS STORY. BUT I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS VERY OLD AND KIND OF CRINGEY. I HAVE BETTER ONES PUBLISHED! GO READ THEM INSTEAD! IF NOT, ENJOY THIS ANYWAY! It's a funny thing, love. It doesn't seem to matter who it is, or how long you've known them. When you know, you know. It can be such a gift to find that person so early in life, but can it also be a curse?

"Ethan." Aiden pauses. "I want you." He softly bites my ear. "I want to kiss you more than you will ever know." Trying to avoid the daily beatings of the school bully can be challenging. But what happens if the schools bully has a crush on you?

Leaving a troubled past behind, Dylan starts his first day at a new high school. He's soon wrapped up in his new life, meeting new friends and especially someone to take his mind off the things that happened. However, the past has a way of catching up, and how does he think he can get someone else out of their misery if he can't even help himself? Dylan knows he should know better than to fall for someone new, but Zach isn't just anyone. He's the guy with a face of stone and eyes as cold as a winter's night - a guy without a heart - or so it would seem... They won't like each other at all, they will hate - hate each other senseless. But perhaps that senselessness is what will get them out of their troubles once and for all.