"he says he cannot see the weight i feel myself carry but i am an unstable giant in a small boy's body, i expand through my skin like my bones are a prison, i feel dark hands pushing against my ribs, i can hear something screaming if i just listen late nights, late nights, where the giant in me sinks her teeth deeply into the bits of my heart that are still beating. late nights where the texts go unanswered and nobody notices when i say things like "haha funny i'm so sad i'm dying" haha funny, haha the world is ending he says i am tiny, tiny, kissable, dainty. no thunderstorm, no rainfall, no tornado incoming. little beach waves. little seashell. i am pandora's box. i contain hell." [larry stylinson ] © babyboyfriends

He has a good life. She doesn't. He has a nice family with a good circle of friends. She doesn't have any family or friends. He is always happy. She is always in pain. He lives in a big house. She lives in a big, shut down school. He is always on the internet. She doesn't even have wifi. She has many secrets. He doesn't really have any secrets... But her. Best friends once, but never again she thought. She thought nobody loved her. So she shut the world out, even her best friend. She lost contact with the world- but really the world lost contact with her. Nobody knew where she went- maybe she's still in town, or maybe in a grave. Nobody knew where she was- until her once best friend found her in a old shut down school where she was living. That best friend is the one and only Jc Caylen. Jc tried to find her- but never did. Never asked anyone about her. Once he started YouTube and became popular at school, she stop talking to him- but really, Jc stop talking to her. Jc didn't know that she shut the world out- or that she told her self never to speak again. Jc hoped that maybe, just maybe she was out there, watching his video's, or saw his funny tweets. But she shut the world out- so how could of she saw those funny tweets and those videos? This two used to be best friends cross paths once again in the begining of June. Jc thought that he was never going to see her again. She's skinner, and more pale. She almost looks.... sick. But what nobody knows is that Jc is her only hope.