"Lᴇᴛ's ʙᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs, Jɪsᴜɴɢ! Wᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs, ʀɪɢʜᴛ?" "Nᴏ." Chenle just wants to be friends with Jisung but Jisung won't let him enter his world. [ p.js x z.cl ] - 2020 // COMPLETE [No Plagiarism]

"When you only want attention and the only thing that listens to you is you yourself. Yeah, that's what I feel." ____ Wherein a boy in a twenty member family just wants to be noticed. ____ Warning this story is full of angst and depression shit so don't read it when you don't like that. Published on: July 21, 2019

ob·liv·i·ous /əˈblivēəs/ not aware of or not concerned about what is happening around one. . . . . . When Jisung gets an anonymous message that ends up making his life miserable... and his hyungs are too oblivious to notice. WARNING: This book contains abuse,self harm,suicide,inappropriate language. (NO SMUT)

Jisung's got a secret, and he's kept it from all of his hyungs.

I was the only one left, all the others had graduated on to different units, leaving me to be the oldest of NCT Dream. I miss them. So much. It hurt every time one of them graduated. But I don't know if I would ever see them all again, including the older NCT members. The truth... I can't bring myself to do it, I didn't have the power to wake up. (An AU in where the graduation system wasn't removed. I'm so sorry 😭 it's going to hurt so much to write this.)

To prove himself, Jisung overworks during NCT 2020 and starts getting serious sleep problems. When a man in a green hat sits on the edge of his bed, he realizes that the sleep problems also come with hallucinations. Hallucinations that get more violent the longer he hides them... Cue all of NCT filming a horror house episode and everything going downhill. NCT Jisung centric angst basically (cause we need more of that) --- published 13.6.2022 Also on AO3