Spencer Ride Objectives: 1.Drink And Smoke 2.Break Hearts 3.Don't get to attached 4.No Relationships 5.Don't fall in love

*DISCONTINUED FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE* *WILL NOT ACCEPT REQUESTS TO ADOPT THE BOOK* -"I wanna sleep next to you, but that's all i wanna do right now. So come over now, and talk me down."- Unrequited love. The worst kind of love. Have you ever liked someone, had a crush on someone or even as far as loved someone you know will never return the feelings? It's worse when you're in love with your straight best friend. When you haven't even come out yourself yet, when you have to hide who you are just to avoid the hate that comes with being gay. It hurts. But when you start noticing you're best friend who you are ever so in love with seems to care about you in a way she doesn't with her other friends, does she care about you the way you care about her? Or is it just wishful thinking? #477 In general fiction (20th Sep 16-First chapter) #8 In general fiction (17th January 2017) *NO LONGER UPDATING*