An explosive ash blonde has a major crush on his red headed friend. Every time they are together Bakugo finds his self-control slipping away. What will happen if Bakugo gives up on self-control? Will he still have his friend or will he lose him completely?

deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who deserves to be at the top. who deserves what he has. deku has been getting bullied by kacchan for years. he doesn't want to live. he won't admit it, but he loves it when he gets hurt. bullied. abused. starved. more. he deserves pain. he's sinned. he has a crush on kacchan. he hasn't made anyone proud. he hasn't done any good. he's a deku. warning!! •depression •anxiety •suicidal/suicide •cutting •gay •death •self doubt •more no smut! no quirks AU singer AU suicidal deku AU bakudeku i don't have an updating schedule so i'll update whenever don't hate! if you don't like it, please leave! :) i dont remember if it is or not but be warned from a year and a half from the last update its probably discontinued - only says completed so you can archive it 🚨CRINGE ASF IM SORRY - 2 years later me🚨

Uh- First Bakushima book? HelP????? !!DISCONTINUED!!

You have the power to control wind and the human mind. You're considered to be very powerful, however, you're quite shy. With your parents being famous professional heroes, you've always strived to be the best and allowed for all of your time to be devoted to training. However, upon getting to know a peer you've gained interest in...you question whether you'd be able to make time for other things than training.