Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can. ***** It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living? [[word count: 40,000-50,000 words]]

This story is still in progress! I am currently doing rough edits and fixing some details of the story that got mixed up! When Jax's little sister shows back up in town with a baby on the run from her abuser, no one knows what is going to happen next. TW! Sexual Assault, Violence, Language, Drug abuse, and Smut *I do not own the characters or the show other then Anastasia and Harper.