[Warning] As the story evolve, I feel the need to put the trigger warning from the beginning. My story is brutal, it has rape, force, violence, gruel some details, and tons of curse words. If you are easy to be triggered with anything, and I mean anything (even the little thing), this might not be your cup of tea. I plan this story to also be a reverse harem where the FMC won't have to choose which men she has to end up with. It is a popular trend right now but if you are not for it, it is not for you. You've been warned and proceed with caution. Thank you for taking the time to read my story. "My blood is his paint and my body is his canvas." I was nothing but a toy for him to play with. Kidnapped. Beaten. Torture. He doesn't whisper sweet, seductive words. Only promises pain and misery How long does it take for my mind to give in to his twisted mind? A fun trip to Thailand turns my life upside down. One thing I know for sure, to kill a monster, I have to become one myself.