Why not me? | 𝗟𝘂𝗪𝗲𝗶 𝗖𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗴 karatekid2k10 ‼️ 𝘿𝙄𝙎𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙐𝙀𝘿 ‼️ Despite the feeling of needles poking me whenever i see you with her, you made so much sense to hold on to. Maybe someday i can tell you, but for now i will keep it until i understand why myself. Why must i love someone so impossible? Someone that took my breathe away to the point i don't have anymore air to inhale, you are a prison that i want not to escape. A Thorn i will hug. Love you even if the last petal i tear off tells me 'he loves me not' [final synopsis] ೃ⁀➷discontinued

Will be story with love interests as Ciel, Claude, Alois and Sebastian. Want more? Suggest someone :) 'Y/N dances with Alois on the brilliant crystal floors of the L/N mansion. She readjusts her gloves every now and then. Alois dips her. She holds a scowl on her face but butterflies loop in her stomach. The same feeling with Ciel. Butterflies. 'What the hell are these feelings...' She negotiates in her mind as the music begins to stop. "Who knew that such a innocent youth could hold such a empty soul within, but with such feelings?" Sebastian states to Claud as they inspect the heir of the L/N throne. "I'll get her soul first. It smells delicious.." Claud smirks at Y/N. Sebastian scowls at him. With what? Anger... No. Jealousy. Who said Demons couldn't Learn to Love?' Excerpts from the book: •"Feelings really are a funny thing that can change a human. It's worse when your not even a human though, because you have to hide it. Cause your not supposed to have those feelings, because your a demon. An emotionless creature with feelings such as love, and pain and sadness. Nothing else. Just that. It's weak, pathetic. That's why I hide it." •"We're all just being played on a chessboard. In life, unlike chess, the game continues even after checkmate." 100 Reads - ✔️November 15th, 2016 1K Reads- ✔️December 14th, 2016 5K Reads- ✔️April 16th, 2017 10K Reads- ✔️ May 27th, 2017 15K Reads- ✔️ June 16th, 2017 20K Reads- ✔️ July 3rd, 2017 30K Reads-✔️ August 7th, 2017 40K Reads-✔️September 4th,2017 50K Reads- ✔️September 29th, 2017 100K Reads- ✔️June 10th, 2018