"Why don't you just die already!" Is what he always yells at me. My name's Taylor, and the person who I thought was my lover, is my abuser. I get hit for the stupidest things, he makes me sleep on the floor because "Dogs aren't allowed on the bed" like what the hell? He yells at me, made me sell my body twice but in the end, he always says "Baby, I'm sorry, you know I'm trying to change." And for some reason I always believe it but 10 minutes later, the same shit starts again! You haven't felt what I felt, you haven't cried like I cried, you haven't taken THE ABUSE I TAKE.....

my name is Alexis... Alexis Ryan. people just call me Alex. I was kidnapped at the age of 5. when I turn 18 they are suppose to do something to me... but I don't know what. they wont tell me until then. I just hope its not killing me. I live in the basement of the house I am in. I stay there with my best friend Brittney but I call her Britt. she was taken by them at the age of 5 too. she's now 15. we both are forced to go to school. but I don't mind really... I may be bullied at school but I'm stronger than them. school is a place to escape this house. get away from max, Jacob, and lizzie and some big man that hurts us. we always try to find a way to escape but its now use. we have a window but its to far up for us to reach, even if I stood on Britt's shoulders. plus the window is barricaded from the inside and out. and the fact that we have tracking devises in our hips. oh and since the day I was nine I could never talk... why? well you'll have to read my story to figure that out...