Bucky has been watching his mission, Steve Rogers, for weeks now. Bucky can't help but feel like the super soldier he was sent kill holds some sort of safety and the answers to all his questions, but... would Steve welcome back his old friend with open arms, after all he's done? Bucky doesn't know, and he's afraid to find out the answer face-to-face, so he elects to communicate with Steve another way. What follows is a series of notes and a big and emotional journey for both Steve and Bucky. ♥

Set after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Bucky is lost, without a purpose and brainwashed within an inch of his life. S.H.I.E.L.D and Hydra have both fallen and without anyone to stop him, Bucky intends to find out who he is - or who he was - before Hydra took away every last inch of him. Steve is left recovering from the catastrophe, but knows that Bucky is still out there, and that Bucky needs his help. Steve will do everything in his power to help his best friend find out who he is again. How far would you go to help your friend recover their mind? How long would you try for? Steve knows it isn't going to be easy, and wants to set Bucky on the road to recovery; but confusion and nostalgia hides around every corner. If Bucky is to find himself once again, Steve is going to have to face some hard truths about how he lost his friend and see him through every step of the way as he recovers, seeing him through the good times, and the bad. They might soon realise that the question "Who am I?" carries so much more than a name and a face.