"Yoongi stop making so many mistakes" That's isn't what Hoseok said but his brain sure made it sound like that "Just fucking stay in your studio and rot in there until you die" Isn't even close to what Namjoon has said but his depression infused brain twisted the leaders kind words into ones filed with hate and vennom Or During preparations for a comeback the other members forget that yoongi's still battling with his demons and sometimes let their stress and annoyance out on him, not realizing that he's close to his breaking point TW : - Graphic depiction of Self-Harm - Mental Health problems - Suicidal thoughts

"why don't you smile anymore?" "there's no reason to smile." [trigger warning]

Where Louis is anorexic and his best friend, Harry, tries to convince him to eat.

'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis. "Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself. ------- "Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly. "I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right? ------- This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.

Louis Tomlinson has always had self esteem problems; he never thought he was skinny or handsome, as he became older, he began to try to change things. Louis began to change his style of clothing and his hair, he also began to diet. His dieting was different than other peoples diet, he started to starve himself and if he had ate too much, he'd make himself purge. He felt like he needed to be perfect for someone to love him, he feels like no one would love a fat blob like him. Harry Styles is sad, very sad. He doesn't know how to explain his sadness, all he knows it that he wants to die; he doesn't want to live. He hates himself more than anyone on this planet. Harry doesn't exactly know what's wrong with him, he can fake a smile, he can make it look like he's having the time of his life when in reality he would rather be dead. Harry hates himself, he hates everything about himself; he believes that no one would love him; a suicidal boy that cuts himself. Both of these boys have different things wrong in their life, but they're both beautiful, they're both kinda like a mosaic; broken into pieces, but still works of art.