Success makes us all happy, right? If so why do I constantly feel depressed and upset? Growing up for me has always been difficult. Not having neither parent there to watch and help me grow into the woman I am today was nothing but difficult. I always prayed for the perfect life where both parents would there there for me and be my support team, yet I had to do it on my own. Not knowing where to turn making bad decisions along the way I managed to come out on top.