He was so, so beautiful. And not in just the physical way. He was beautiful in what he was. Fire and smoke and tall things and candy and laughter and football games he didn't care about and music that he did and I will never be able to forget any of that, and I can't say that I ever want to. *** This story will contain upsetting thoughts and actions because of the fact that it's written from the view of a depressed human being. & i would edit this (considering it was written about two years back), but it's cool to leave things where they are. enjoy my older writing, dudes xx

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

by j0shler headlights. call. my. name. this whole book basically needs a trigger warning okay (alcohol, depression, self-harm, suicide). all rights reserved.

"Promise me that you'll always love me, josh." He hooked his pinky with mine and smiled, "I pinky promise." (lowercase intended)

Nine years later. Nine years without her voice, Nine years without an answer, Nine years without a reason. And I've found her. She's real and she's alive. But I know I can't take her back, Can I?

Do you ever just feel like, I don't know.. You've messed up? Like you don't know where to go, or who to trust? Well that's how I felt everyday of my life until I met him. I'm Harley, and this is the story of how I fell in love with the mentally unstable piano player.

For some reason or another, you've landed yourself in the Blackridge Asylum. Maybe you're here because you actually have serious mental health issues, or maybe you're just here because you're a rebellious teen that your parents don't know how to handle. Perhaps you are here because you are simply avoiding doing time in jail. For whatever reason, you've ended up in this asylum and there is no leaving until you've completed your treatment. Despite the pictures on the brochure of a luxurious facility, surrounded by the beauty of nature, with happy smiling patients and happy smiling nurses, you aren't buying the whole perfect, benevolent facade. Your instincts tell you there is something else going on beneath the surface. There is something off about Blackridge. Your instincts are absolutely correct. At first the doctors and nurses seem rather friendly...even a little too friendly. The patients who have been there won't tell you anything, at least not while the staff members are near and never in full volume. Another peculiar detail. However, it's not long before you're subjected to what is truly going on. Soon the experimenting begins and you discover the doctors and nurses are cold-hearted, cruel, and completely mad. Unfortunately for you, your family cannot save you. You are not allowed contact people from the outside. In the first few weeks of your arrival, the doctors told your family members that it was best for your treatment if they didn't speak to you, during the beginning of your treatment. You had maybe one phone call, while everything was light and cheery, but your family members have not been allowed to speak to you since then. Your stuck in this asylum, with no way of escaping. Your only hope is to do what they tell you, in order to survive, or join together as patients to plan a rebellion, without getting caught.

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Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a sense of safety. She never feels at home. Although she does experience times of joy, it is quite rare for her to find any source of light in her life. But there are two YouTubers who manage to give her momentary happiness. And all it takes to get their attention is one letter. Just one letter, and suddenly Iris' life is where she never thought it would be; In the caring hands of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil). [A/N: There are some triggers, but overall this fanfiction isn't centered around those things. However, there is some swearing and sexual content. You've been warned!] *I am the queen of this plot so y'all better bow down to me*