He was so, so beautiful. And not in just the physical way. He was beautiful in what he was. Fire and smoke and tall things and candy and laughter and football games he didn't care about and music that he did and I will never be able to forget any of that, and I can't say that I ever want to. *** This story will cont...
josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts...
by j0shler headlights. call. my. name. this whole book basically needs a trigger warning okay (alcohol, depression, self-harm, suicide). all rights reserved.
"Promise me that you'll always love me, josh." He hooked his pinky with mine and smiled, "I pinky promise." (lowercase intended)
Nine years later. Nine years without her voice, Nine years without an answer, Nine years without a reason. And I've found her. She's real and she's alive. But I know I can't take her back, Can I?
Do you ever just feel like, I don't know.. You've messed up? Like you don't know where to go, or who to trust? Well that's how I felt everyday of my life until I met him. I'm Harley, and this is the story of how I fell in love with the mentally unstable piano player.
For some reason or another, you've landed yourself in the Blackridge Asylum. Maybe you're here because you actually have serious mental health issues, or maybe you're just here because you're a rebellious teen that your parents don't know how to handle. Perhaps you are here because you are simply avoiding doing time i...
everything you need to know about d-hizzle and p-lizzle highest rank: #1 in random cover by: @pornhubjoseph
Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)
13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a...
I'm not perfect. I self harm, I'm bullied, and I don't have friends. I'm an orphan. My parents died in a bank robbery when I was 1 and I lived with my Nana for a year. She died of old age and I was sent to a foster home. I was there from age 2 through 12. Then two men, Dan Howell and Phil Lester aka my favourite YouTu...
When Pj's parents die in a fire when she's only 2, she's taken to an orphanage seeing as the rest of her family was at the party where her parents were when the fire happened. Pj learned to grow up alone, no friends, no one to talk to, just Youtube videos to watch. When Dan and Phil walk in looking for a teenager, the...
You move to London and stuff happens. lol. I am the worst at descriptions.
I imagine that this is sort of how they'll come out? Just a short cute thing I tried out
Phil comes home one day to find out that his best friend has cancer. Triggers: cancer Author note: I don't know much about cancer, so I'm sorry if I got some things wrong.
[ NOT UPDATING - 2018 ] When you set out to Starbucks that morning you really had no idea that you'd end up on a date with Dan Howell, or the many hilarious and awkward encounters that would come of it. Please read, comment, upvote and follow xo
SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...
A Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) cross reader fanfiction. Bethany :)
daniel howell x reader - So much of this fucking story is a mess, I apologize. It was my first fic, written when I was TWELVE, and it's so cringe worthy. I haven't bothered to edit or change anything, just for the fact that it's so terrible, I don't know where to begin. But it kinda shows how far I've gotten, so I'm o...
Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...
!CURRENTLY EDITING! Adoption story with Phan. Most chapters are around 10-20 pages, shorter if I'm updating a lot and longer if I'm not updating as much. TRIGGERS: SELF-HATE SELF-HARM DEPRESSION ANXIETY
Dan Howell, one of Lockwood High's most infamous bullies. Phil Lester, a quiet, likeable year 11 and also Dan's main victim. When Dan gets a low grade on a History paper, his teacher makes Phil his tutor. But of course they do more than study...
Dan is attending a hell hole of a school, which is boring and shit until a stranger appears. He instantly falls for him and has been made so many promises but at the same time, Dan has so many secrets. This story has a trigger word DON'T READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILY
When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?
Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia
my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)
