a high school phanfiction in which phil is abused and dan is the new kid who cares TW for abuse and death

Dan feels worthless and doesn't talk anymore because he has no one to talk to, and his voice his a nuisance. Phil moves to town due to his Mum's work. Can Phil save Dan from his thoughts? ------------------------------------- I think people don't usually have Dan as the "depressed" one because they feel its to classic, so it's usually Phil in phanfictions (that I've read). NOTE. THIS PHANFICTION HAS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AND MANY OTHER HEALTH ISSUES. IF THIS IS TRIGGERING TO YOU, CLICK AWAY NOW. (Cover of the book art is not mine)

When Dan wakes up to find Phil isn't home, he panics and finds that Phil has been in a terrible accident. Do all the feelings overwhelm the boys and make them realize how important and special they are to each other?

Dan loves Phil and Phil loves Dan, it's all clear and simple. Apart from the fact they both don't want to admit it to each other. When they finally get the courage an unwanted visitor shows up and changes everything... Will Dan and Phil's love end up as beautiful as a firework display? Or will they end up with unforgiving burns? {COVER IMAGE BY @ARTISTICNARWHAL (: }

- Sequel to The Lion and The Llama (phanfiction) - Dan and Phil have been best friends for years, but as they became closer, they started feeling things towards each other neither of them had felt before. It took a while, with many ups and downs, but they made it. With the engagement not far behind them, they have an exciting and life changing future ahead of them, but will it all turn out as planned?

Phil writes one sentence about Dan every night on a piece of paper. Dan finds it and decides it's time to make a move on Phil. It's just a quick phanfiction, please don't be too harsh on me ^___^

Sometimes, hiding things isn't the best idea. Sometimes, dreams do come true, and not always in the best way. But everything happens for a reason, right?

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

They say that the moment you find the love of your life, you're love-struck. They say you can't speak because your mouth is too dry and your heart is beating too fast and forming a coherent thought, let alone sentence, is an impossible task. (Few people also say something about 'sparks' or getting lost in the stranger's eyes) I found this to be untrue on the day that I ran into Phil Lester. - Dan's life USED to be normal. Just like any other nineteen year old in London, he lived on his own in a cheap flat, ordered food from every take-out place, and played video games all day when he wasn't working. But when he runs into Phil Lester, who becomes his best friend and more, things change.

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually happens read on :))) -A xx