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Sam is a transgender teen. FTM. His brother knows. And his uncle Bobby knows. No one at s

[COMPLETED] "Every morning. Every single morning for as long as Castiel could remember. The man in the apartment building across from Cas' -and the same floor (as their kitchens both faced the same way), with the dirty blonde hair and the deep green eyes, would always wake up at six in the morning and brew himself a cup of coffee with those weird and colorful cups he would always collect. He was always too tired to look up from that darn coffee machine to notice Cas, but Castiel sure as hell noticed him. With that bed hair that would decorate the top of his head every morning and Cas would pray for the attractive man to look up and notice him. Cas tried, and oh did he try, to stop staring at the green-eyed man, but after a while, it kind of became a reflex; to wake up, go to the kitchen, brew himself a cup of coffee and then just look up to see the man across the street from him doing exactly the same -except for looking up at Cas. Until one day, he did."

The Winchesters flee to Pontiac Illinois after Dean becomes a selective mute. There they find a family who can save him.

Castiel is a college student. Dean is a professor. It's not allowed. {recently completed} ©2017

In which Sam Winchester develops cancer and is placed in hospital with a roommate by the name of Gabriel Novak, who has a bucket list. ~If you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms And if you like having secret little rendezvous If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do Then baby I'm perfect for you~ 20/11/15 18:01 - 08/10/17 19:32 (completed) #963 in fanfiction 13/05/17 #29 in samwinchester 27/08/18 #27 in sabriel 15/09/18 #2 in gabrielnovak 8/12/18 #93 in destiel 19/12/18 #1 in gabrielnovak 25/12/18 #1 in gabe 23/01/19 #3 in sabriel 12/06/21

A basic destiel fic taking place after 15x18. Dean saves Cas from the empty etc, I don't know yet. lol. It's got some of the events of 15x19 but slightly different and 15x20 doesn't happen.

{INCOMPLETE} (A/N I AM NOT COPYING @souleaterstories BECAUSE I AM HER, MY EMAIL GOT DELETED SO I CANT LOG IN. TRIGGER WARNING THROUGH OUT THE STORY ALSO SOME MATURE CONTENT! THERE IS ALSO SWEARING/ADULT LANGUAGE) I, Benjamin Godin, am flight. I am fear. I am anxiety, terror, panic. Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony Am I alive or just breathing Cast like a stone out to sea I'm sinking Buried my lies and my secrets Down where the world never sees My demons And I swear it never had to end Like this If I could just pretend I'm not those things that you resent My friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I'm left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my decent Into the deep end Am I distraught in deceiving Sick thoughts that hang over me With meaning Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony And I swear it never had to end Like this If I could just pretend I'm not those things that you resent My friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I'm left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my decent Into the deep end The monsters under my bed won't seem to leave me alone They sleep inside of my head Deceive to leave but they won't And I swear it never had to end Like this If I could just pretend I'm not those things that you resent My friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I'm left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my decent Into the deep end Into the deep end

At eleven years old, Dean Winchester thinks he and Castiel will be best friends forever. One day, however, when Castiel shatters their friendship in one easy swoop, Dean finds himself fearing nothing will ever be the same between them again. Now seven years later, their paths cross again and together they find themselves figuring out who they truly are and who they were meant to be.

Now that Cas is human, some things are a lot harder to do, but it has is plus sides. Feelings, for one thing, are both pleasant and not pleasant, except when they involve Dean. Nor Dean, Cas or Sam know whether Cas will ever get his grace back, and what is going on with Metatron in heaven. Luckily, they get some help from Charlie and a certain other angel. Together, they try to do what's right, and it leads them to doing things they never thought they'd be doing. Word count: 37k