After being taken away from his severely neglectful parents, Kellin Quinn is put into foster care with little knowledge or experience of the world outside his abusive home. He's taken in by the Fuentes family where he meets Vic, a boy who used to be so full of life but now holds only sadness and secrets. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Mentions of abuse - Mentions of Rape - Self harm - Bullying - Homophobia - Violence - Smut - Abortion Words: 112k

(boyxboy) That one where the popular guy gets dared to ask out the outcast.

Vic has been through a lot in the past few days. He lost his best friend and almost took his own life. That's why he ended up in a psychiatric hospital. Kellin has been in the hospital for 20 days now but that's okay, he doesn't want to go home to his abusive family. They don't really care about him anyway Will these two be able to help each other or watch each other burn? Expect other band members ;) mental hospital for band members woo!!! (Boyxboy)

Kellin Quinn is a writer. He doesn't write best-selling books, but he does earn enough to not need a job on the side. He never even really needs to leave his house for anything... Vic Fuentes finally moves out on his own. After having gone through some bad stuff, he's eager to start anew. The house he gets seems awfully cheap for its size, but Vic is so happy to find something that is actually in his price range, that he doesn't bother to question it... Until, weird things start happening that affect both of their lives in more extreme ways than they ever bargained for.

Kellin is hopelessly in love with his best friend Vic and can't shake these feelings, not even after ten years, not even when Vic falls in love with someone else. Despite clearly despising Carter, Vic's boyfriend, Kellin gains his unwanted attention and can't shake that either. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Rape (semi-graphic) - Self harm - Thoughts/actions of suicide - Violence - Alcoholism

Vic didn't think he could love. Kellin didn't think anyone would love him. They proved each other terribly wrong in a beautiful messy way. Can a relationship between a shy boy dressed in pastel and a popular jerk ever work out?

Vic was born into a rich family. He doesn't hate his family, he hates the lifestyle. He has yet to find someone special or even a friend. Kellin is considered a low life. He isn't poor but he most definitely isn't rich. He needs to have small, after school jobs to help his family. He dislikes the rich because he feels they have everything handed to them.

"Oh he's depressed dont be his friend of he'll just bum you out," Kellin hears stuff like this daily and he tries to block out all the sadness. kellic and koli

Kellin Quinn was a name no one heard. He is a loner, a nobody. No one cared when he moved schools. No one cared about the mysterious bruises and cuts on his body. No one cared when he was hospitalized for something his father did to him. He always thought no one cared for him. It's just how his life always went. So how does he cope when someone tries to show that they care about him? Will he be able to let them in or will he push them away? - - - This story may be triggering to some readers. This story does have self-harm, abuse, rape (not detailed. It happens twice), mentions of rape, and an abortion. The chapters where these happen will have two asterisks(**) next to the title. If it is mentioned in the chapter I will put a single asterisk(*) beside the title.

I wish that I wasn't so damned shy. I wish that Mike and his friends would leave me alone, like the useless boy that I am. I wish they would stop thinking I could become their friend. And of course, I wish that my parents would love me.