A story about two boys, love, loss, friendship and all the messy in-betweens. 🦋 As peculiar as what he said might have seemed, it drove Golden Boy absolutely mad with want. Because it was him, it was Starry Eyes. Starry Eyes, who's words were poetry. Starry Eyes, who embodied beauty. Starry Eyes, who's presence was light. Starry Eyes, who's love was healing. 🦋 FEATURED ON @lgbt 's FEATURED LIST (EDITOR'S PICK) FEATURED ON @FreeTheLGBT 's BLACK HISTORY MONTH READING LIST AUTHOR INTERVIEW ON @FreeTheLGBT 's PRIDE MONTH FIESTA © 2019 RMM - ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Wattpad is the only place this book is available. If you see it somewhere else, please let me know. plagiarism is not cool!

Toby Wentworth's life is a clusterfuck. For a lot of reasons. And one of them just happens to be the fact that he is very gay, and also so far in the closet that he's practically in Narnia. But then there's this guy. This guy in his calculus class who winks at him. And suddenly, they're partners for a project. And Toby cannot stop thinking about him. Toby does his best to balance school, work, relationships, and the biggest secret he's ever kept as life goes on. He does, honestly. He tries so very hard. But things like drama, bizarre coincidences, and, of course, his crippling tendency to overthink have been making it difficult, and it's really not fair. But Toby just cannot stop thinking about that boy. And there are times when he wants to hate himself because of it. Sometimes, Toby's life sucks. He'll admit it. But as aggravating as the feeling of being just out of reach of a romance he desperately craves is, there's something... thrilling about it. Something that, no matter how many times he tries, cannot get him to stop this madness. He's in trouble. Absolutely. But maybe trouble can have its benefits. *** cover art by me! Final chapter upload: 5/7/21 Word count: ~65k