Philophobia fear of emotional attachment; fear of being in, or falling in love. This is lowkey a toxic book😫.

❝YOU AS REAL AS THEY COME, BUT YOU WOULD RATHER BE ON THEM DRUGS.❞ 2/1/20 - 1/28/21.

Found myself in bed with both, intimacy was strong and I couldn't let go.

Raise 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 to this 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭, and 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 this. When they turn out the lights, I'll be down in the 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤. Thuggin' eternal through my heart, now 𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐥 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐲 nigga.

Currently being edited 🤍 & PLEASE READ THE TAGS !! BOOK 1 OF THE CLOVER SERIES " I Always Get What I Want" - C.S For as long as Clover could remember, she had been drawn to females, reveling in their softness and beauty. But when she first laid eyes on Sacred, with his chiseled features and the pretty girlfriend Sinah by his side, something primal stirred within her. An all-consuming want took hold, one she knew she would satiate by any means necessary. Her brother warned her that Sacred was unhinged, dangerous even, and pursuing him would only lead to ruin. But Clover was deaf to reason when desire took the wheel. With a sinister grin, she insinuated herself into their lives, appearing wherever the couple went like a specter. What will happen in Clover ? Everyone has to go through trials and tribulations to get what they want. The true question is will Clover always get what she wants in the end or will it all become ruin. Rankings: #1 bxgxg #1 Healthy Relationships #1 Aspiring Writer #2 Poly Love #5 black Poly Rankings: Aug 30 #1 bxgxg #1 healthy relationships #14 urban poly #1 black poly #2 blackfemaleauthor Started: Feb. 23. 2024 Ended: Aug.24.2024

Hakeem Esias Jones grew up with nothing. From the very moment he could walk and talk, he learned to survive by any means necessary-stealing, fighting, and looking out for himself. Raised on the streets, the street code became his only guide, and he accepted the life of a thief as his fate, believing it was all he'd ever be. But when life took an unexpected turn when gang leader Sosa, the man who had lifted him off the streets, gave him a high-stakes mission. Confident in his skills, Hakeem-known for his cocky, unshakeable demeanor-thought he could pull it off without a hitch. Hakeem had no idea just how wrong he was. The target was, Sailym and Kaism Hills. Hakeem had no clue how powerful or dangerous they truly were until he found himself caught, red-handed, breaking into their house at three in the morning. Let's just say, nothing went as planned. | DISCONTINUED

"𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒎𝒂 𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒆" 𝘋𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 2019.

Chayse is a 17 y/o girl growing up in one of the worst parts of Phili. Her parents are way to gone off the stuff that they threw their entire life away for it. She is stuck fending for her self against them and everyone else. All the stuff she went through cause her to become Mute. What happens when she meets Meek? He's a feared man in the streets who is respected by nearly everyone. His name holds and moves weight. Will he be able to bring chayse out her depression or will she continue to push everyone away. After all nothing good last forever...

they were best friends, then they weren't. They were enemies, then they weren't. They were lovers, then they [...] This story is a love story between two friends who reconnect in college after a big falling out, but when they reconnect their friendship takes an unexpected turn.

Grayson can't seem to understand why he feels the need to shrink himself whenever the topic of sex is brought up, and he's trying his best to overcoming the unpleasant feeling but for some reason he just can't do it so he does something desperate. He decides to takes sex lessons from the schools most notorious delinquent.