let's quietly hold hands and make a wish

What lengths would you go to in order to achieve your dreams? Spencer has always seen the world through numbers. While they watch those in negative numbers strive for positives and those in the positives risk everything to stay in the positives, they long for the simplest of numbers: Zero. At Zero, they will experience true tranquility and feel at peace with themself. To help reach as close to Zero as possible, Spencer writes books, novelettes, poetry and more. By sharing their experiences as an agender person living with a mother who doesn't understand them (nor try to), they hope to inspire others and assure them they are not alone. When Spencer is given the opportunity to work with a publisher and publish their own book, they are determined to write a romance book proposal that no one will want to turn down. The only problem: none of their ideas are authentic enough. Since Spencer never felt the need to date before, their writing teacher encourages them to pursue romance to help inspire their book. While Spencer is determined to not date anyone, they are willing to give it a try for the sake of their writing. And when they find out their cute classmate seems to be interested in them, they decide to see where their blossoming relationship will go. After all, they're willing to do anything to reach Zero.

Maxwell Peterson était un garçon réservé, timide et sentimental mais surtout... Il adorait tout ce qui était mignon, à savoir : le rose, les chatons, les chiots et les filles ! Oui, il trouvait que les filles étaient particulièrement mignonnes et il aimait se travestir pour cette même raison. Alors que le matin, au lycée, il était le loser de service, le petit gay mal assumé, celui qui se faisait bizuter par Mr Populaire... Le soir, il se transformait en la belle Marry, une diva bien dans sa peau capable d'avoir n'importe qui à ses pieds. Tout allait pour le mieux jusqu'à ce qu'un jour, Kyle Benson, le garçon qui fait de sa vie un enfer à l'école, tombe amoureux de Mary, sans connaître sa véritable identité... Attention : Ce roman contient du crossdressing (travestissement) et des scènes sexuelles explicites entre hommes liées ou non au crossdressing

Orphelin, Shawn est un jeune homme âgé de dix-neuf ans, qui aimerait avoir une vraie famille. Sa vie est terne et monotone, chaque jour ressemble à celui qui vient de passer, et il est tout bonnement piégé dans une routine infernale. Seulement, tous basculera lorsque son nouveau colocataire dans l'internat ou il étudie pointera le bout de son nez, il bouleversera alors le quotidien de Shawn, et pas qu'un peu.

Book One of the Café Latte Trilogy. Jasper, nineteen, is searching for love. Ross, twenty-eight, doesn't believe in love. They both lead completely different lives in completely different worlds; Jasper studies and behaves himself, trying to follow his brother's footsteps to make his parents proud, and Ross runs a high-end retail store, attracting customers at work and going out attracting men at night. So what happens when the two meet? They both know it wouldn't work; they're so different and there's an age gap of nine years. But sparks are flying and although it's a dangerous risk with the consequences of both their lives being ruined, they both want to chance it. Will Jasper lose the love of everyone in his life? Will Ross change his life to keep Jasper within it? They could both get burned at any time, but sometimes you've got to play with fire.