Maya has made a life-changing mistake. Now there's no going back. The last thing she wants is to turn out just like her own mother, but right now it looks like that's what's going to happen. How will Riley react when she finds out? What about Cory and Topanga? This is no way to repay them for always taking such good care of her. The real question is, how will the father react? Or more importantly, who is the father?

In my junior year of high school, the guy I had the biggest crush on went to study abroad. We lost touch since then. He came back at the beginning of my senior year. Josh was more handsome than I remembered. He was still the sweetheart that I remembered and my feelings for him were still there. He was the same, but I wasn't. Things happened back at home. Josh didn't know what happened, and barely anyone did. I wasn't the same girl anymore. I wasn't the girl he promised to play the long game with anymore. I couldn't go back to the girl who was confident. I couldn't go back to holding his hand and jumping on him or hugging him. I was too scared too. I was terrified. I want to go back, but my current self is too terrified. How do I get myself out of this one? Please, help me. ***** WARNING : contents of rape *****