Kian Lawley; my best friend. I had no other words to describe him but 'perfect' But if he was so perfect why did I shove him into the middle of a relationship I questioned anyway? He helped me be the best girlfriend I could be, but I wasn't my best not being his.

All I want is to love someone and have them love me back. But I constantly get screwed over by Dbags and A*sholes. Until I came across this tall very good-looking boy. He treats me like his princess and I trust him. Do I really trust him? I'm afraid of falling too hard and nobody catching me. Love me? Love me not? Meeting him may be the greatest thing that's happened to me. Kian Lawley is my rock when the world keeps crumbling before my eyes.

"I love you. I love you so fucking much. It's making me crazy." "How crazy?" "Completely insane babygirl."

"Ohhhh who are you texting?" Jc asked me looking over my shoulder "Nobody-" I quickly assured him and moved my phone closer to my chest "You're giiirlyfrieeeend?" He cut me off and had a smirk on his face "We're just, talking"