We first met through a '94 mixtape.

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life. New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over. Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again. Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost. Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost. Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?” Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made. {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} **This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry** UNDERGOING EDITING COPYRIGHT © 2012-2013 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

COMPLETED | MINI-SEQUEL TO PLACID | Silence won't save you.

"Why is green your favorite color?" "Because it's the color of your eyes." Long time best friends, Luke and Autumn, spend their first year of college living together. They would say unexpected love is the best type of love. Copyright © fluffycashton 2018. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

COMPLETED | That was the thing about him– she never knew what he was thinking.

'we are all born mad. some remain so.'

"You have a problem with falling, don't you?" "You have no idea." Cover by LilacLucas

❝ dear diary, there's this boy at school, and everyday I can't help but admire him from across the room... ❞ © hemmkinks

"You know Lily, you weren't supposed to come into my life. But when you did you flipped it around and made it a hell of a lot better. You are the air that I breathe and without you I'm afriad that I woundn't be much of a person." His words open my heart up and jump right into it. I begin to feel happy, but of course, snap out of that feeling immdieatly as the bitter rememberence of the reason I started this conversation re-fills my thoughts. "Don't you understand? We are not supposed to be together. My destiny can never differ from where its going now. I will die soon and there is nothing you can do to change it." I practically whimper, my heart shattering into a million pieces, but not letting my face show it. "Screw destiny." ALL RIGHT RESERVED TO all_time_luke

in which a girl with an unhealthy love for starbursts and a boy whose hair has been accidentally dyed purple meet at a pharmacy and end up trapped