the many times new meets tay who seems to be always smiling and the time he isn't byeolid also available on ao3! (user: byeoli)

It hadn't even been a whole month since New's arrival, but the new student was still the talk of the school from students to teachers (apparently the boy was also a genius) and Tay thought he was going to go insane. Anywhere he was, someone was talking about the new student, New Thitipoom and how horrendously handsome he was or how stupidly smart he is. He was opposite of Tay in every way, Tay notices; his eyes were a lighter color and were cute and innocent while his eyebrows were sharp, his nose was perfect with a cute mole atop, and his lips were plump and pink, reminding Tay of the cherry blossoms he oh so loved so much which made Tay hate it the most. Even if it was Tay's least favorite feature, he couldn't help but stare. byeolid also available on ao3: byeoli

A story of two different people from two different worlds bounded by fate.

"Tay." With hesitation, New finally broke the silence between them. They just spent a long day of working together. But more than being physically tired, they were both exhausted from the tension that was going on between them. But as professionals that they were, nobody else knew what was going on. Or so they thought. They both sat tensed at opposite sides of Tay's couch after New drove Tay home - something they haven't done for a while now. Tay's heartbeat grew stronger and louder without even knowing what New was about to say. But he was certain that for a few months now, there has always been an elephant in the room and New was finally trying to tackle it. His eyes started to well up no matter how hard he tried to stop them. "Aren't you tired of still pretending to be my friend?" Tay felt like a bucket of ice-cold water was dumped over him. Trembles started from his fingers until they reached his shoulders. And with that, the first drop of tear fell from his left eye.

COMPLETED Highest Rank #1 in boyslove Kao had always been the cautious guy. Even after coming out when he was in eleventh grade, he had never actually experienced being "gay". He just came out of the closet but he stayed in his shell. He was always content being on the sidelines and had only wanted to finish college without a hitch. He somehow managed to play undetected until hot, bad boy, college jock, Pete took notice of him. Was there anymore glaring than being instantly the campus crush's boyfriend!?! Pictures and Characters are not mine. Credits go to their rightful owner.

What if the one that got away came back...sort of? Tay was still nursing the heart his ex-boyfriend New broke three years ago when one night, he met him again. It's him, alright, but not really him. It's New from a parallel universe. A TayNew AU fic.

Would it be better if we just didn't remember?

At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?

A hella long PeteKao twoshot for PeteKao Anniversary PETEKAO AU "What the hell is this?" He couldn't help but ask. "Pancakes." The boy replied immediately.