Misaki never left the hospital her whole life. From the minute she was born, her mother died and she almost did too. Both her mother and her was born with a rare disease that weakened the body. As such she had to spend her whole life in the hospital. She never was allowed to run and play. She was always alone. Her father never visited because he didn't want to go through the pain all over again so he pretended that she died along with her mother. He did at least provide her with a tutor. But because she was too smart, she learned everything at the age of ten. It was then she realized the reality of the cruel world. Now being only fifteen years old she knew she wouldn't live to her sixteenth birthday. She knew she was dying. She knew that her time was up the day of July 21st, the day before her birthday. And for the first time in her life, she wished to have another life. Closing her eyes at the thought, Misaki fell into eternal sleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now as Astra, she re-lives a life completely different from anything she could imagine. Not only is she the daughter of a duke she is also a wolf! She has an older step brother, sister, and little brother. A new mom and an overprotective father. But things take a turn for the worst when she meets the royal family and is thrown into affairs where she has to protect herself and those she loves from any enemies who wish to cause harm to those around her. Find out how Astra deals with her new life in proving her innocence in matters when the Royal heirloom goes missing. Along the way she learns who her friends and enemies are yet she cannot figure out who the boy in the black cloak is and if he is a friend or foe.

A duke's daughter wanted nothing in her life but the sweet nothingness of death, as she felt like her life served no purpose. Her wish was granted when she was killed in an unfortunate accident, yet in a sudden turn of events, she was forced to reincarnate. As fate has it, she was reborn in her original world, but not directly after her death. As she is living her new life, she tries to forget the pain of her old life. But, what exactly is behind her reincarnation? Will she be able to live her new life to the fullest? ======================= Info: HIT THE 200 CHAPTERS LIMIT, continuation can be found here: https://www.wattpad.com/story/235400347-but-god-forced-me-to-reincarnate-2 - Full title : I Didn't Even Want to Live, But God Forced Me to Reincarnate! - If you want to support this novel, gain advanced chapter access, and help increasing this story's update rate, please support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/ConvallariasLibrary - There's a Discord server for those who're interested: https://discord.gg/qdF55vE -This story's also published on other platforms. Please don't repost this elsewhere without my permission! - Each chapter in Wattpad is short (approx. 1000-2000 words). - *Author's comment:* This is my first original novel, so I hope you will like it. Don't hesitate to give your vote/like and comments! They will surely motivate me to write more. Thanks for reading ^^ - Highest rank record: #2 in Fantasy on 4 August 2018 #1 in Fantasy and #2 in Slice of Life on 7 August 2018 #2 in Fantasy and #1 in Slice of Life on 11 August 2018 #1 in Slice of Life and #2 in Heart-warming on 17 March 2019 #1 in Isekai, #5 in Reincarnation, and #29 in Comedy on 25 April 2019 #12 in Japanese, #5 in Heart-warming, and #8 in Isekai on 12 January 2020 #1 in Reincarnate, #9 in Female Protagonist, #8 in Japanese on 16 June 2020

Book 1: A girl is reincarnated as a villainess of one of the longest otome games ever. One problem, she has to cross dress, though maybe that isn't that big of a problem, afte all, she already has everyone fooled.....or so she thinks. Though it seems as though the 'heroine' is also reincarnated, well then, I wonder what's going to happen next. Book 2: Rei has been exiled....not that she minds. On her way to "defeat" the demon king, she meets up with unordinary people. Author: Sue me, I'm horrible with summaries

She was just a typical woman, she loves her family, has a stable job she loves and a cat who doesn't love her. Everything would have been perfect only if she didn't die. When she thought she was dead, she woke up and found out she became a baby...and a male at that! " It's fine, I'll get over this trauma soon and wake up." Or so she thought until she realized her name, 'Ethan Alphonse' was too familiar. " No this isn't the novel...is it? " " Isn't it more common in this troupe to be reincarnated as the villainess or heroine? Why the heck am I the male villain!?!!! " *UPDATES DAILY*