Frank can't handle talking to people without being struck with a panic attack. The only people he can talk to are his best friend, Mikey Way, and his mom. Ever since Frank was young, he's had a crush on Mikey's brother, Gerard, but his anxiety has kept him from ever doing anything about it. It seems, though, that he won't have to, because after ignoring him for two years, Gerard is suddenly taking a deeper interest in Frank.... ***NOT MINE. ALL CREDITS GO TO (@OWLHOOOTS ON MIBBA)***

I waited. I waited for so long to get the truth. The truth about me and who I was. It appeared in the body of a blessing, or a curse? Who knows? After some time, all I wanted to figure out was what was real and what wasn't. I was confused. To the point where I didn't know if the world was even real, or that I was just another crazy kid with delusions. My dear truth, I just want to tell you, that I love you so much, so much that I hope...

He knew it was wrong. So wrong. Frank shouldn't have feelings for another guy when he was in a relationship he was happy in. Well, used to be happy in. But then someone else caught his attention. One that was cute enough to make Frank fangirl - but it wasn't fair to Pete. The one who had been head over heels for Frank since the 8th grade. So what was he supposed to do? Break up with Pete and do a little match-making? No...Frank sucked at that. What then? Move to another country and change his name? That could work... --------- That new kid, he was so mysterious, dark and hot. Frank wanted to know more about the guy wouldn't even tell the shook his last name. But how was he supposed to do that when the kid wouldn't even look up from his notebook? ---------- Crap description but I'm getting better at stories but I still can't be bothered to check spelling; I'll try but won't promise anything

Have you ever told a lie so many times that even you started to believe it? Frank is lonely. There's no way around that. It's a fact. Things haven't been the same since Gerard.. well... yeah. His friends either seem too distant or too up close and personal. And he is lost, so so lost. His life seems to be doing nothing but spiralling downwards as he plummets into another wave of deep depression over a boy he just never got over, and now with things being shook up again, he doesn't know who or what to believe. Is he to trust his heart? Or trust his brain? But even his head seems to be quite misleading and unreliable recently. -Just as like a side note, it probably becomes obvious in the book, but the stuff that's written in bold italics is stuff Gerard has said in the past. It's supposed to be striked through with a line, but Wattpad doesn't allow that idk why-

"People are like leaves, they can't stay forever." Pete Wentz knows this. Someone tells him this everyday. Everyday Pete gets a letter from someone he supposedly doesn't know, or at least that's what they say. He knows basically everything about them and he wants to know more, when the letters stop coming. petekeyaf 2015 ©

Imagine what it would be like for young Gerard Way to have a loved one. A savour. Hey, a boy can dream right? //TW// - !graphic imagery/scenes of s*icide / s*lf-harm, slurs, swearing, abuse, violence!