A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.

"You wrote this because you knew I'd find it." I chew at my lip. "You knew I'd find it and freak out." Before I know it he's storming out. After school on the day Evan and Connor have their run-in, Evan happens to help save Connor's life. Their families grow close and now they have to learn to get along, despite Connor's distaste for the anxious boy. They get caught in a lie that winds into a bigger lie of them dating. (I'm bad at descriptions.) (TW: this deals with very serious stuff, such as: panic attacks, suicide attempts, and self harm. Read at your own risk, stay safe.) Slow updates

When Mike Faist hits the stage to preform the letter scene with Ben Platt (Evan Hanson) the crowed is stunned when before the end of the scene he's hit by a falling light, heavy like a wrecking ball. The crew cancel the show on behalf of Mikes health and are practically devastated to find out the other is unresponsive on the stage. When they bring him to the hospital, the shock continues as they find mikes mind is stuck thinking he is the Character he was playing in the play he got hurt in, Connor Murphy. Ben Platt is devastated at his friends new state of mind, he tries hard to help him out of it but nothing works and everything begins to loose hope... Till Mike (as Conner)starts to fall in love with Ben.

I stared down at my wrist, for the millionth time in my life. The initials CM were still there, in black ink. I haven't found my soulmate yet, otherwise the ink would turn to the color of their eyes. I sighed, thinking maybe the world is just playing a trick on me.

Ideas I Get From My Brain 《WARNINGS》 I Make Typos 24/7 And I'm Just A Dummy That Doesn't Make Sense

Connor Murphy is, more often than not, high. After a drug-fueled encounter directed at Evan Hansen, a cute tree enthusiast from his school, Connor finds himself taking a liking to the smaller boy. - Cover by the amazing @NaviCat5 and the art featured in the cover is by SleepyCrayon on Tumblr!!

❝𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙❞ Evan Hansen finds himself immersed in an online stranger's poetic work. But when his poet posts a poem with danger laced in-between the lines, Evan falls into panic and reaches out before it's too late. Together, perhaps they can find a way to be a little less broken. ❝𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪❞ EVAN HANSEN + CONNOR MURPHY texting & connor's alive! au tw; mental illnesses, depression, anxiety, self-harm, abuse, drug abuse, & attempted suicide

Cover made personally by @InsanelyCoolRaeMell A collection of one-shots/short-stories with the main ship of Tree Bros (Connor x Evan) from Dear Evan Hansen!

Connor and Evan fluff and maybe some smut ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)