Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

*Watty Awards 2013 - Winner of Youtube Celebrities in fanfiction Zoe Sugg and Alfie Deyes are just two teenagers who have fallen in love with the internet and each other. Both have become successful on a well known sight called youtube and are considered Internet famous by many. Wanting to have some privacy under the curious gaze of their millions of subscribers, Zoe and Alfie find it hard to keep their little secret undiscovered. One slip up from their fellow friend Jim Chapman and all hell breaks loose as viewers find out the truth behind the harmless, yet truthful ship. #ZALFIE. Featuring: Zoe Sugg, Alfie Deyes, Marcus Butler, Niomi Smart, Joe Sugg, Caspar Lee, MynamesChai, Sprinkleofglitter, Sawyer Hartman, Dan Howell, Phil Lester, Funforlouis, Tyler Oakley, Troye Sivan, Jim Chapman, Tanya Burr, Jack and Finn and more! *Based on a true story and true events will be included (summer in the city, vidcon etc)*

“ He was like the moon, a part of him was always hidden. ”

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

~Book Two in the I'm Sorry For Being Me series~ (This is honestly the worst in the series if you read this and hate it bear with me and if you can't handle it just. Skip it please) Dan and Phil's lives fall apart when Madeline, Victor, and Ronald are taken away from them because they are supposedly too young to be exposed to homosexuals. Whatever that means, this doesn't stop Chris and Pj from figuring out which last name they should take when their wedding is only a month away.

~Book One in the I'm Sorry For Being Me series~ When Dan confesses his feelings for Phil, why is it that he acts so coldly towards him, when he obviously feels the same way? Will their relationships ever get anywhere, or is this the end of the Fantastic Foursome? Tiny, tiny, tiny trigger warning for self harm. Nothing happens though.

Troye flys to America for vidcon but little does he know he will fall in love with his YouTube crush Tyler Oakley

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Tyler notices something strange is going on with Troye. *Trigger warning*